missred

Ease my brain with some APC. Oh Maynard how your voice sooths...

Life is boring right now. Although I may have just stirred the pot tonight...we will see. Im in a rut. I need a change...something big but not bad. I never get a good change...I really cant think of anything good ever happening that was good. Like as far as life changers...yeah I got nothing. I need a better paying job so I can move and start a new chapter in my life. It all comes down to money....always. I hate it. Doesnt every one tho.

Im going to start trying to get back into shape as best I can now that weather is better. Its hard to do bc of my back and hips being all fucked up. I cant run anymore >=/ So Im going to try picking up bicycling since its a low impact cardio. Im getting annoyed and frustrated with my body...for a lot of reasons. Typical female ha! Im out of shape bc of the injuries and every single test has come out normal!!!!! >=O Makes me feel crazy. Im in pain every day and I dont know why. I cant do anything about it if I dont know whats the problem!!! Grrr...

Good night SG lovelies.