missred

why cant i keep my mouth shut? just cause it sounds like a nice thing to do doesnt mean its the greatest ifuckingdea!
if my trip is all fucked up bc of this shit i sware someone will pay for it. im am so sick of the up and fucking down! make up your fucking mind and dont get pissed at me for wanting to do something fun that i wont ever get to do again with the ppl im doing it with. so what its not what you wanted to do. i invited you! its my trip! you can stay at your house there if you so badly dont want to do anything. i want you to fuck off all together honestly. i dont know why i had compassion when i knew this was a bad idea in the first place. but i figure ill be nice and offer... wtf. nvr again. its all about me now. after this i am no longer going to jepordize my wants and happiness for others. everything is a learning expierence and i guess i had to learn somehow sometime.
fuck everything. by body hurts.
good night.