missred

my brother pisses me off. he is such an ass. he is way too sarcastic and has a smart ass comment for everything. he gets all pissy if he doesnt like the look on someones face, my ma or i, when he makes faces of his own. its so petty and immature. he is 19 but acts like he is 13. it annoys me so much bc he picks fights and causes scenes when he is in front of ppl if i say even one thing. when he is alone im gonna let him know about his douche bag ways, again.
anyway, car hunting is hard. i hate it. i just want one with out doing the work. im not big on shopping anyway and this kind of shopping is worse. i need more money. just like everyone else does.
i cant wait til i am in school again and working. i wont have so much time to think and wont have to make up excuses why i dont want to see anyone. i feel like no one is real. i dont care any more about any of it. gay.
im going to bed.
my leg hurts.
blah.