missred

i wish i knew things. like just knew them. so i could just know who it was that hurt my friend. i am up and alone in my house and i have to vent these feelings somewhere. i just got a call that one of my friends in ny who i went to high school with was found today (friday the 9th). in a trash bag. she had been missing since the begining of last month. who does these kinds of things? why do them to amazing ppl? if your going to do it do it to other ppl who are sick and demented and who hurt ppl and take them away from thier families. i dont even know what to think...i hope the sick fuck suffers horribly from something or whatever reason for a long time, so bad that he wants to die but wont or doesnt. amanda wienckoski the world is darker now with you gone.