misspeachy

Hum...the internet is making me quite jealous..I decided to put my name in google, as we all do once in our lives, and it brought me into a whole new world, past and present. A picture came up based in 1918, of a group of, what looks like, people from a western and a small child trying to get in a door beside them, with the same name as me. This might be pretty basic and whatever, but it started making me think of all the people that must have known her and called her my name and what kind of life she lived it was nice..maybe i think too much.

so basically this started me off, browsing the net, sneaking glimpses into other peoples worlds for a while, made me realise that i dont like knowing that their are so many people out there..makes you feel so insignificant, which ultimately, we are. It also made me realise how crap and boring a life I have. But i cant seem to get any motivation to move it around, I hate thinking that everyone else is soo totally happy with what they have, cos i know theyre not..i wish people would be more honest about it to stop me feeling so shitty!

Anyway., 4 days til alana goes I will fill my time with trips to Liverpool and London, writing, and being productive.


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