this past week has kind of been a shitty one...
not to mention it got cold again b/c it is michigan
which will always put your spirits down...

i'm listening to some Lata Mangeshkar... it's very pretty...
old hindu music is kind of calming....

i guess my updates are...
i still don't have a job and am thinking of waitressing at the strip club...
which wouldnt be absolutely horrid... who knows
i cannot get my ferret which i was soooooo close to getting b/c.....
i am STILL BROKE and will be for awhile
i am thinking of changing my major to Telecommunications... probably the IT aspect but have also been looking into DMAT... any TC people out there?????

oh yeah and im doing shitty in school....
which is a first....


i feel very inside myself lately... almost literally.....








easter.... such a pointless holiday