Forever i have worried about wasting my life and never achieving anything i was proud of or anything of any real meaning.
I was too afraid to be stuck doing something i couldn't change, i then woke up not long ago only to realise what i had feared most is what i was doing.
To truly wake up to what you are doing is a shock and to try change i think is even more of a shock to the system as we are all mostly content in living in a bubble of comforts that smooth over the fact that we are not always content and happy in the directions we stagnant in.
The one thing that stops us from achieving is fear itself, fear we will not be good enough, fear we will be laughed at, fear of the unknown. Is the unknown that creates and carves out our future and to remain still and silent is to stare blankly at a wall willing it to change.
To ease this i have taken up challenges big and small :) Being on here is one! Learning to bmx, finish at least one short story i have been procrastinating on, take up circus again and a few others are on the short term list for now.
Without action nothing will change unless you have figured out magic (let me know if you have).
So, what new things have you wanted to do and haven't? Will you? :P
