I'm not sure what im doing with my sg account, yet. I was all set to wind down till a model contacted me to shoot a set. At the moment though, I dont even know what to do with my photography after a huge mess up has absolutely crushed me this week.
So everything is up in the air.
Today I feel so overwhelmed, I want to quit everything. Work, Uni, Life. This week I have been an absolute failure. There is honestly no other word for it, I have failed others yes, but i've failed myself most of all. I feel im banging on about everything so badly but, I feel consumed by things right now. I have no other outlet other than SG, Im frightened of even remotely looking outwardly miserable, I guess its a link with having a drink spiked as I 'looked miserable'.
Im not helping myself by winging about it. I know that.
So everything is up in the air.
Today I feel so overwhelmed, I want to quit everything. Work, Uni, Life. This week I have been an absolute failure. There is honestly no other word for it, I have failed others yes, but i've failed myself most of all. I feel im banging on about everything so badly but, I feel consumed by things right now. I have no other outlet other than SG, Im frightened of even remotely looking outwardly miserable, I guess its a link with having a drink spiked as I 'looked miserable'.
Im not helping myself by winging about it. I know that.
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kristoph:
When I'm down I like to think about Zam with his bouncy ball! That's some pure, unbridled joy right there!
sminks:
vent away hon, you are allowed to do that.. then comes the task of figuring stuff out- which I know you will do in time x