I hate how my brain processes stress, I seem to go into shutdown, I sleep loads and just lose all motivation instead of battling through things and it really holds me back 
. This is of course in relation to my latest university project that I need to hand in tomorrow, I have 8 little critiques to do... thats all, and I'm struggling to focus.
I also started looking at how much weight I've put on in the last few months... I'm disgusted. I'm back to 140 and all I can think is how I used to look at 125:
Suckage right there... look how flat my stomach was. BOO.
I hate it when I'm in this kind of mood, and my sucky love life doesnt help, I have a boyfriend, I'm not single yet no one else knows. I really don't want to call it off, I've been waiting a long ass time for this to happen but sooner or later if he doesn't make this official I'm going to have to for my sanity.
Hrmph ok you guys, going to get this project done so I can move onto working on the next one.
. This is of course in relation to my latest university project that I need to hand in tomorrow, I have 8 little critiques to do... thats all, and I'm struggling to focus.
I also started looking at how much weight I've put on in the last few months... I'm disgusted. I'm back to 140 and all I can think is how I used to look at 125:
Suckage right there... look how flat my stomach was. BOO.
I hate it when I'm in this kind of mood, and my sucky love life doesnt help, I have a boyfriend, I'm not single yet no one else knows. I really don't want to call it off, I've been waiting a long ass time for this to happen but sooner or later if he doesn't make this official I'm going to have to for my sanity.
Hrmph ok you guys, going to get this project done so I can move onto working on the next one.
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incremental:
I think you look great. Im sure the course will be fine just schedule yourself to focus on it an all will be fine 
advaughan:
aww thank you my dear! i might start bloging on here little more then just for you 