I always look so ugly at work. It's frustrating because it's not actually important, but my vanity won't shaddup. How do I work a double with shitty a/c and still manage to look composed and pretty? Dunno. I'm wrestling with dogs and cats and sitting on the floor and prepping for surgery and cleaning cleaning cleaning and there's no end to the fur and dirt....
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wowww. I am just a whole mess of crazy. I NEED a vacation.
philipdavid:
You sound under quite a bit of stress Morgan. :-( Regarding your last post, I can assure you that you are not a singularity in how you feel. I was once like that, and have known several people who also share similar traits. Since I really don't know all that much about you I don't know what advice to give, save to let you know that I can certainly empathize with you. Also, I sincerely hope you're feeling better. Working with a 104 fever sounds dangerous. You take care now...
here's the thing about "us". there is no "us". tried that, didn't work. I'm not "us" material. never have been.
Here's my layers:
1. Dura: My barrier against assholes, especially important because I find myself attracted to assholes. It's tough, abrasive, and unwielding. Rude and vulgar. Unapproachable. Bitch. Cold. Intimidating. Masculine? Loud and opinionated. Communicate feelings of lust/wrath/pride. Hides actual desires.
2. Arachnoid: Doubt, conflict,...
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Here's my layers:
1. Dura: My barrier against assholes, especially important because I find myself attracted to assholes. It's tough, abrasive, and unwielding. Rude and vulgar. Unapproachable. Bitch. Cold. Intimidating. Masculine? Loud and opinionated. Communicate feelings of lust/wrath/pride. Hides actual desires.
2. Arachnoid: Doubt, conflict,...
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pretty sure I passed 3 out of 4 classes. still sick. things are crazy crazy crazy oh my goodness deep breath slowly exhale....okay.
I need time to refocus and blink and adjust my eyes to the light...of life? Metaphorgasm! Hahahaha. Ohhhhhhh so not sane or rational right now.
Didn't eat today. Might want to do that tomorrow. For sure. Gonna have a big bowl of...
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I need time to refocus and blink and adjust my eyes to the light...of life? Metaphorgasm! Hahahaha. Ohhhhhhh so not sane or rational right now.
Didn't eat today. Might want to do that tomorrow. For sure. Gonna have a big bowl of...
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alrighty, time to take a deep, calm, steady, slow breath. two classes down, two to finish. one won't be so difficult, but then there's the writing class. the one I've taken before, that I'm horribly behind in and will probably fail. annnnnnd fuck. the headaches are mostly gone, but the fever still hasn't gone away. I've been at 101.5-102 most of the day. Finally managed...
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philipdavid:
Good evening Morgan. Thanks for the book recommendation on the Catholic group. I'll definatly check it out. I hope you get to feeling better soon.
philipdavid:
Morgan -- I'll take advice every day of the week. I love different prespectives on things. In fact... I'm writing down what you said and taking it with me to the lots on Sat. Thank you so much. 
the pain of meningitis...unbelievable.
I want to hibernate until this can sweat itself out of my body.
I want to hibernate until this can sweat itself out of my body.
I need a sign, or something. Just to know I'm on the right track. It's so hard to trust my own judgement, but why?
miltonjames:
there was a time when i was tricked into taking a number of shots of rum early in the afternoon. i was sitting at a kitchen table with a girl who had also fallen for the same trick. she took my hand and turned it palm up and told me that she was going to read my palm. i waited a moment for her to start, and then she told me i had to ask a question first. so i asked "am i on the right track?"
she examined my palm and then said, "yes."
then she looped a string twice around my left wrist and tied it. she said that was so i would remember i was on the right track.
so the string is still there, and clearly i am constantly on the right track.
there are signs everywhere. what track are you on?
she examined my palm and then said, "yes."
then she looped a string twice around my left wrist and tied it. she said that was so i would remember i was on the right track.
so the string is still there, and clearly i am constantly on the right track.
there are signs everywhere. what track are you on?
Oooh, lookit. I'm blogging.
Received both my OSU season tix and Death Cab for Cutie tix in the mail. I'm [very] excited for both. Ummm...have to be up for work at 5. It's almost 1. Could this be any more boring? I JUST DON'T KNOW! Got the med school lecture from the Dad today...what the fuck. He should seriously stop worrying about my future and...
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Received both my OSU season tix and Death Cab for Cutie tix in the mail. I'm [very] excited for both. Ummm...have to be up for work at 5. It's almost 1. Could this be any more boring? I JUST DON'T KNOW! Got the med school lecture from the Dad today...what the fuck. He should seriously stop worrying about my future and...
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Congradulations on the size 6. I'll tell you outright that I have NO idea what that really means. Men need a Rosetta Stone, a compass, a map, and a guide before they can figure out how clothing sizes work in the Woman's world. Juniors, Misses, Petites, Plus... none of that makes any sense. The fact that you mention it however, leads me to believe that it's a good thing so ... woo!