missmontana

am i getting a book? *runs to the mailbox*

hmm no,but thank you

nucking futs !

crap screamer.

crappity craperson

your over it. don't sweat the small shit

I'm sorry about your mom.

People have been strange to me too, but I've been so busy lately thay might just be reacting to that.

Hey hey!

that pic gives a pretty good idea when I remember what you described it as. Can't wait to see a better display of it.

pale skin is better

Speaking as an occasional online stalker/jealous lover myself, I would suggest one of the two following courses of action.

1. Share. If you occasionally share your online life with the boy, he may be less anxious to check it out behind your back. This doesn't mean you have to completely hand over your privacy-- just when something especially fun or interesting happens, or if there is a conversation that you are particularly enjoying, tell him about it. Usually, if you spoil the mystery of what makes you so happy, he won't care enough to get into your accounts without your permission.

2. Swift and repeated kicks to the jimmy.

The choice is yours.

its hard...maybe he was going through your stuff to try and understand what the problem is and fix it..but if he got mad about it then maybe it is obsessive...I don't know its crazy man

I know its hard, but you just have to be totally open with your man. That way, he'l have no reason togo thru your stuff.

very busy?

well is this going to me my comment for thsi journal entry, tomorrow, the day after that, and the day after that, and so on?

Heya!

Saw your snap snaps with your new camera.... Nice new cameras and/or high speed film make ALL the difference... I learned that recently

I do have just some slight suggestions though...
Please don't take offense - I mean this in the most "I want you to succeed" way possible and being a stylist I just can't help but pick on everyone's appearence!!

First off, the new hair is rockin! Red just really amps up a personality, eh? Just be sure to keep it up - red goes dull very quickly. Look into a colour enhancing shampoo and ALWAYS deep condition with a special treatment once a week. ALso stay away from Pantene and Herbal Essences... They do a number on red hair!

It seems that you got better lighting but it also looks like the lighting (probably combined with this hella humid heat!) is pretty hot. Bein' all sweaty plus the blemishes popping out isn't exactly the image you wanna be putting out. In fact, according to a survey by the BBC, people find sweat and facial blemishes to be latent indicators of disease and therefore unattractiveness is seen.
Preparing your makeup before a set you intend to submit is ESSENTIAL... and totally easy.
What I do is start out with the concealer. I have Irish heritage, so my main concern is covering up the redness of both blemishes and busted up caplaries all over my face. I do this with a green toned concealor that is dabbed right on the spot then blended outward to a seamless finish. Then on top of this, I apply flesh toned concealor. Being so pale, it was really hard to find anything good enough to cover me - my concealor shade is justabout white!! Be sure to blend this well too. Next, if you have any dark circles under your eyes, cover the entire eye area and blend Blend BLEND!
Then slap on your foundation. Pick a very nice blending shade (Cover Girl has a nice new line) in a matte formula. Stay away from those light-reflecting "perfecting" foundations. The camera flash will reflect off and make your face look ghostly white.
Finally, dust your face with powder. You'll either want to use a translucent loose powder with a big fluffy brush or if you use pressed powder, DAB it on - don't RUB it on. Whichever you use, be sure to brush off the extra and then brush a little on your neck, shoulders, and chest to blend and prevent camera flash reflection.

The other thing I saw that kinda made me go "huh?" was your... uhm, how do you put this... Your pubes. They looked stubbly like they hadn't been shaved in quite some time. I really can't say much because mine are growin out all over while I wait to get a waxing appointment . But when you're showin' off your junk, your junk has to be in tip top shape. This means either waxing so everything's smooth, shaving the day of (or even a few hours before) your shoot, or letting it grow but keeping it tamed.
But, bein a dancer, I'm sure you already know about pube art! (Heh heh heh... pube art.. my fave part of the strip club!).

Like I said, I don't want you to think I'm raggin' on you - I just know how badly you wanna get in so I'm sharing my wisdom with you until I get my photos submitted! Yep yep, living through another SG hopeful... If that's not the American way, I dunno what is!!

slower lower delaware huh? heh!

i havent heard those words in years! i'm from OC. as in MD.