missmontana

driving on route 1 is like witnessing racconacide. ugh. little furry bodies strawn from here to school and back again and there again. i think i will drive i95 instead..no bodies....usually.

a beginning

when women stop carying
mirrors with them
everyplace they go
maybe then
they can talk to me
about liberation.

-charles bukowski

thanks tatz

HI. I AM THINKING ABOUT CHANGING MY ALIAS.... ANY IDEAS? I HAVE KINDA WANTED TO DO THIS FOR MONTHS...BUT I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT I SHOULD USE, I AM NOT FEELING ALL THAT CREATIVE AT THE MOMENT... SO ANY IDEAS ARE WELCOME... UNLESS OF COURSE THEY ARE RUDESUGGESTIONS- THEN I WILL HAVE TO TRACK YOU DOWN AND DO HORIBLE, ANTISOCIAL THINGS TO YOU. I AM...
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well. my computer is very sick... i am writing this on a friends so let not get worried.. but the one that is in the shop had/as 6 virusis..... 6!!!!! how is that even fucking possible??? it must have been sleeping around..... slutty computer.....and that is just the begining of its problems, something about its fan and being a complete pos(my non professional opinion)

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Computer in the shop. Beyond hope for me fixing it so i got professionals.

don't have time to respond to everyone i am sorry. i still love you though....

I am completely fucked. I install win 2000 and my modem died. sigh. i have like the worst luck in the world.... really i do. so school is going to get alot more complicated now. You guys should befriend my friend......[dizntzcause i am tired of looking only my picture on his profile page....... it's sad. give him some love.

Last night was another sleepless night, it is funny after months fearing death and feeling exhausted not sleeping is as comfortable to me as an old pair of shoes or a girlfriend from my childhood whose name I can't remember. Just laying there still watching the clock and the night sky changing color as the hours passed by, thinking, just thinking. About him. About life....
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hi everyone. sorry i haven't been here in awhile but ugh, school. kid.life. i ended up buying my stupid books. i am out $400 and it doesn't even look like i am going to get that money back. well on a good point at least i don't have to pay interest on them. the stupid biatch who told me "you don't need your books the...
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1 st class tonight. still haven't got my books because financial iad stil hasn't got there shit together. i called this morning and the bitch says... we probably won't have it for 2 more days... aaaaahhhhhhhh! i am going to end up buying them myself... which sucks because obviously if i had extra cash to spend on books.... i wouldn't have needed financial aid. pbbt!

so i noticed yesterday that missy put a post up on the hopefuls board about my experience with that guy asking for pic. under the scout thing... it was unbelievable how many toher people have had similiar experiences.... i don't understand what would motivate a person to try and get girls to send them pictures when they can look at hundreds on the site...

i...
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