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fuck um

going to drink some wine.


anyone want to come over and drink with me? anyone? i am all alone. frown


shawn of the dead on dvd today. yay.
smile


thats all i got. someone come over here and love me. girls/guys it doesn't matter.... just bring booze and sex toys.... eeek
whatever


love love love tongue
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yuriel:
i hear that.
word.
i wish.
boring shithole.
heh
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dizntz:
actually.. they do get sorta testy if the sex toys turn on and start buzzing like a bomb mechanism.. tongue
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falling is like this- ani difranco (yes another one, but this it for december.. i swear it you guys..no more...)

you give me that look that's like laughing
with liquid in your mouth
like you're choosing between choking
and spitting it all out
like you're trying to fight gravity
on a planet that insists
that love is like falling
and falling is like this

feels...
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whens420again:
hey gorgeous. i'm glad that i could be of some service biggrin just wanted to let you know that i dont have either aol or aim, but i do have yahoo messenger tongue

anyways hon, i'm also not sure why you cant get in the chat, i was havin that same prob awhile back too, but keep tryin i guess.. *hehe*

so hey if you do decide to get yahoo biggrin by chance, my addy is this: ak_dude_419@yahoo.com

glad to hear from you again thou blush and hope this note finds you doin well.

whensooo aaa
rochelle:
smile
You updates always make me smile! Sprite makes so many things yummy!! What I like to do is mix vodka with diet sprite, so I can drink more. I put some of the vodka in one of the indiviual bottles and take it with me to the movie theater. I chug it through the first 30 mintues of the movie and by the time the flick is over I am sober again-if not, Ii sneak into other films still I can legally drive my ass home.
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eeek

love sucks
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update mon 12/20 9:36 am<------yeah its freaking early....
puke puke puke

i drank a 6 pack on saterday... took some aweful pictures of myself.... no you can't see them, they suck. quite alot actually.... have you ever noticed that when you love someone and they love you back.... or at least tell you they do and you believe them or in those few moments during...
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falias:
yeah i had the cam on i was naked he actted sorta like uhh but yet when i aske d him what was wrong nothing and wakled out i aske dhim if ui should get dressed he was like if you want to argh.
rochelle:
Hey kiss

I am sending you kisses in efforts to make you feel better. I totally know what your talking about. Ain't that a bitch how perceptions and feelings about yourself can just up and change on you? I hate to admit it but I am one of those girls who will totally avoid going anywhere near objects of affection if I have not beautified myself in some way. I was not always like that, but in the past few years, my ego was destroyed by an evil male. I also relate to what you are saying about not having low self esteem, but every now and then... I feel very confident about who I am, but sometimes, I sorta just step out of myself and Ii'll go "What the fuck!!! I'm such a fucking loser-midas in reverse!"
Anyway, you'll pull through, I'm rootin for you. Feel better!
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who's gonna give a shit
who's gonna take the call
when you find out that the road ahead
is painted on a wall
and you're turned up to top volume
and you're just sitting there in pause
with your feral little secret
scratching at you with its claws
and you're trying hard to figure out
just exactly how you feel
before you end up parked...
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falias:
fuzzy wuzzy was a bear fuzzy wuzzy had some hair fuzzy wuzzy lost his hair fuzzy wuzzy wasn't very fuzzy was he?
maliki:

screw um... tell the bitch to fuck off...



oh.. if it was only that easy..

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mad been reading aol's message boards about dimebag.... i don't recommend it... i wish i could fucking smack these people...

Message 1 of 3 Subject 15 of 50
Subject: Copy Cat
Date: Sat, Dec 11, 2004 8:49 AM
From: JShe44281@aol.com
MsgId: 548812:8731


There will undoubtedly be copy cat incidents. Where can I donate ammo?

FUCK YOU!!!!!

i just don't understand why people talk about things they...
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yuriel:
people are stupid hon frown
*hugs*
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yuriel:
youre quite welcome smile
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i went to see a psychiatrist today...... intrestingly enough he was an asshole.... a condesending asshole.... who didn't listen to me....

thats all... mad
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kayd8284:
you don't need a shrink, just ask a question here, get a million different answers and then pick the one you like the best that fits how you want to feel biggrin
abgitatz:
kiss Thank you!
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i am going to get fat if my eatting habits don't change. does anyone else find yourselves eatting more crap when its rainning... i just ate a container of port wine cheese and a box of crackers.. mmmm cheese. i like cheese....

between the cat eatting the iciicle tinsel off the tree and the kid knocking balls off it we may keep it up until...
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maliki:

predecorated???? wow i wish i would have got that one! lol


yeah it was only 235+ dollars.. Cha!
kiss

bankky:
Wewlcome to my world sweetie!!!!
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Lets see..... what am i doning right now?

NOT studying for my math final.....

downloading music from limewire.....

having one of those annoying email conversations with someone who refuses to use an IM thing.....

thinking about x-mas presents

thats about it.
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maliki:
I take it you shoud lbe studing? so Study, and stop the annoying email converation t hingy smile

im finished most of my shopping now wink
yuriel:
fuclk math
psst people who refuse to use im clinets really REALLY piss me off sometimes frown hehe
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so i took the kid to the picture people in the concord mall....*yelp* why does the mall have to be so friggin scary..... ? so scary..... she did ok until they tried to make here pose in the O of a HO HO HO sign. can you say.... HISSY FIT! oh to be 2 again. so many many times i would love to throw myself...
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squidproquo:
i DID miss you. i refused to remove your grey name from my buddy list, saying "i know she'll be back, dammit!" and i was right.
my daughter is really good at posing for pictures. but she's still at the malleable age of 18 months. with some of the temper tantrums i see her having already, i can only imagine how fun she'll be in 6 months...
abgitatz:
Concord mall sucks! tongue

Its a shame you couldn't come with to the club... frown

Lets see here... flex my Buffy mucles... "Giles, I killed spike....that's ok right?" Buffy speaking in season 4... just before Willow accidentally makes Buffy and Spike fall in love... right?
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*sigh


have you ever realized that you are ungrateful? i just realized how much i had to be grateful for... and i feel sorta stupid for being so unhappy all the time. next year i am going to be a more positive person. really

but for the rest of this year..... whatever
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kipling:
I think it is easy to lose a but of perspective in the whirlwind of daily life. I magine even more so when you are a parent.

Unlike many, however, you seem to have stepped back to gain some of that perspective. So give yourself a break ... wink
yuriel:
im always like that
till i realize that even my basic needs arent truly being met/i cant meet them let alone other stuff
and so like
i get back the same way
and want to just hurt and maim and stuff :\
EL SUICIDO LOCO
mad love
*hugs*