I feel badly that I am not giving you anything. I only gave presents to my grandchildren. Everyone else understands that I cannot afford gifts this year. I hope you will settle for my gift of friendship.
Unfortunately many people in the sex trade have a history of being abused at some time in their lives. I used to have a BDSM play partner. She also was a pro Domme for a while. I have a friend who is a psychologist. He felt that she, as well as most others in the sex business had a history of being abused. I hope that is not true, especially in her case, since I still have very strong, positive feelings for her.
I know what you are saying about the loss of your dad and the effect it has on holidays. Holidays, or anything else for that matter, will never be the same since I lost my wife. I am so sorry for your loss.
Unfortunately many people in the sex trade have a history of being abused at some time in their lives. I used to have a BDSM play partner. She also was a pro Domme for a while. I have a friend who is a psychologist. He felt that she, as well as most others in the sex business had a history of being abused. I hope that is not true, especially in her case, since I still have very strong, positive feelings for her.
I know what you are saying about the loss of your dad and the effect it has on holidays. Holidays, or anything else for that matter, will never be the same since I lost my wife. I am so sorry for your loss.