I love brownies!! It sucks when the people you get high with piss off when you're still bent of your nut?
Wow. Time vortex You know when a whole bunch of shit that happened seemed to block out the original plan, when you notice the plan funny, the blockers seem to be going really fast, and so on and so on so the *plan* is...
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Wow. Time vortex You know when a whole bunch of shit that happened seemed to block out the original plan, when you notice the plan funny, the blockers seem to be going really fast, and so on and so on so the *plan* is...
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Oh my fucking god it's freezing tonight!! Best night ever to cuddle up to someone *swoon* fuck I'm such a Mary-Jane sometimes.
Hung out with Princess today <3 & watched him get some more work done to his knuckle tattoos. The guy tattooing him, his girlfriend & housemate were awesome too. I've been kicking around the idea of an owl tattoo & today realised that...
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Hung out with Princess today <3 & watched him get some more work done to his knuckle tattoos. The guy tattooing him, his girlfriend & housemate were awesome too. I've been kicking around the idea of an owl tattoo & today realised that...
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zombienik_o:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA *takes deep breath* hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe.
you know exactly why i'm laughing! and i bellowed! Love Love.
i love the design but i want to see it for real, not in a phone pic. ribs!!! oh on that, we should totally do ribbetts soon!
you know exactly why i'm laughing! and i bellowed! Love Love.
i love the design but i want to see it for real, not in a phone pic. ribs!!! oh on that, we should totally do ribbetts soon!
He makes me happy 
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zombienik_o:
i'm glad. tho, you know if he hurts you, i might have to hurt him... right? love love.
tireoghain:
it is still a 40 minute commute by car. I'll take a train over that any day of the week, allows the opportunity to either relax or go over shit that needs to be done.
Ever feel like you're always doing the chasing?
I feel like I'm burdening everyone & no one wants me, like I'm always the one chasing the people I want & in the end I just wear them down enough for them to go 'ok'. For once I want to feel chased. For once I want to feel wanted, to feel pretty, to feel anything. For...
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I feel like I'm burdening everyone & no one wants me, like I'm always the one chasing the people I want & in the end I just wear them down enough for them to go 'ok'. For once I want to feel chased. For once I want to feel wanted, to feel pretty, to feel anything. For...
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misskoneko:
Naww thank you
Hey, whatever makes you happy, yeah?
Hey, whatever makes you happy, yeah?
tireoghain:
You know, forward would be one of that last adjectives to come to mind when I think of all things Minda. *shrug* You know you better than I do though I guess.
Sorry I didnt drop your device in on Thursday, was going to after the gig , but Alison's car got towed, so we were at the mercy of Nat's benevolence. Once the painkillers start to make it ok to move i'll swing through the city.
Not to sound like a total bore or anything, but perhaps you should take a bit of time to rediscover yourself? re-acquaint yourself with the critter we all love, without all the trappings of other people/lustings etc.
Tell me to shut the fuck up at any point
Sorry I didnt drop your device in on Thursday, was going to after the gig , but Alison's car got towed, so we were at the mercy of Nat's benevolence. Once the painkillers start to make it ok to move i'll swing through the city.
Not to sound like a total bore or anything, but perhaps you should take a bit of time to rediscover yourself? re-acquaint yourself with the critter we all love, without all the trappings of other people/lustings etc.
Tell me to shut the fuck up at any point
Pete's been out of the house for a while. I came home last night & he wasn't here. I txted him this morning & rang him just to make sure he was alive cause I hadn't talked to him for 3 days. It's weird being in this house by myself. Kinda like I finally have room to think but I'm afraid to.
Still, I'm liking...
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Still, I'm liking...
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misskoneko:
You guys are together? Cute 
Ok. So. Um. Yeah. Fuck. Well. *Sigh*.
Stupid emotions. Everything always goes swimmingly until they arrive, then everything goes to shit.
Fuck it. I'm going to bed.
Stupid emotions. Everything always goes swimmingly until they arrive, then everything goes to shit.
Fuck it. I'm going to bed.
zombienik_o:
Was that a good sigh or a bad sigh miss? Did things not go well after you left us last night? love love.
crimsonpetals:
Hope you is okay Miss 
xox Big e-hug!
xox Big e-hug!Hi!
Today felt like a big day. Actually, today was a big day.
Started off with me skipping my first alarm called 'Wake up' then snoozing my second alarm called 'Seriously, wake up' to finally wake up at 9:30, half an hour before my first psychology session. So, got in there & talked to Troy, who was actually really REALLY helpful - I hope these...
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Today felt like a big day. Actually, today was a big day.
Started off with me skipping my first alarm called 'Wake up' then snoozing my second alarm called 'Seriously, wake up' to finally wake up at 9:30, half an hour before my first psychology session. So, got in there & talked to Troy, who was actually really REALLY helpful - I hope these...
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zombienik_o:
I think if you were a kitty I'd want you to be my kitty and you would get snuggles ALL the time... Cos our snuggles rock and you're pretty awesome!
zombienik_o:
Tuna, steak and red rooster... I think I can work with that!
Mana bar was fun and you're right... We should do that mid week again soon
electric blanket times for sure!!! I was so cold last night brrrrr!
I'm at work and I'm bored and it's an hour till my next head so I'm having a cuppa, and a biscuit and wishing I was somewhere else.
I'll see you at work tonight!
Mana bar was fun and you're right... We should do that mid week again soon
electric blanket times for sure!!! I was so cold last night
brrrrr!I'm at work and I'm bored and it's an hour till my next head so I'm having a cuppa, and a biscuit and wishing I was somewhere else.
I'll see you at work tonight!
Everything kinda came to a head on monday. Things might get better but in the end I think I've lost faith in alot of things.
I want a kitty.
I want a kitty.
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zombienik_o:
i totally love your new dp... and i think we should go skating again soon... i'll bring the camera again! perhaps there is a set in the making right there!
i miss your face!
i miss your face!
zombienik_o:
deal. honest email coming up. i agree with you that stuff needs to be shared, we are best friends after all. and i really miss you and stuff we used to get up to... the partying, the silly times, the cuddle times. lets change that.
love you miss.
ps i found the pic of our boots from downstairs at irish before you worked there! and the others that went along with them! made me smile looking through them last night
love you miss.
ps i found the pic of our boots from downstairs at irish before you worked there! and the others that went along with them! made me smile looking through them last night
Petey & I broke up. I'm going to be ok & he's going to be ok but in the meantime we're going to try & be ok together 
I don't know if it's harder or easier to break up with your best friend.
I don't know if it's harder or easier to break up with your best friend.
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crimsonpetals:
It was always gunna be hard and sad...*hugs* but you know what you want.xox.
It was always gunna be hard and sad...*hugs* but you know what you want.xox.
crimsonpetals:
Purty Miss, if you have time or are feeling up to it are you keen for dinner one night this week or next week? Sushi noms?!!! I'll even google where there is one hehe xox
Hope you are doing okay miss
Hope you are doing okay miss
<<HONEST blog update ahead>>
Pete & I are on a break
Earlier in the year I was diagnosed with depression with anxiety. I've been taking drugs to get me to a level which I am able to start therapy. I have to see a psychologist then afterwards a psychiatrist.
Lately I've been feeling less & less in control.
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Pete & I are on a break
Earlier in the year I was diagnosed with depression with anxiety. I've been taking drugs to get me to a level which I am able to start therapy. I have to see a psychologist then afterwards a psychiatrist.
Lately I've been feeling less & less in control.
Ever feel like you're falling & you...
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jovankat:
*hugs*
I've come so close to stepping back from the guy I'm seeing but I'm too much of a chicken. Good luck hon.
I've come so close to stepping back from the guy I'm seeing but I'm too much of a chicken. Good luck hon.
lockeblade:
At least you're taking steps to get better! Hopefully Pete will understand and maybe when things start improving you two can pick up where you left off. <3 Mindasaurus.
Love your brain.
I'm thinking of getting a whole bunch of old school tattoos done (anchor, brass knucles etc.).
btw, love Battles, too bad Braxton left the band recently.