missminda

Lately I've been having an argument with my best friend Nik. I can't even remember what it was about to begin with but I have reasons to be angry at her. Some of her actions were uncharacteristic of her and affected how I interact with my family which, for me, irregardless of what goes down is COMPLETELY over stepping a precarious line. We haven't talked for a few weeks now after I told her exactly why I was angry with her. I've never talked to her like that and I think she doesn't know how to take it. Usually when we have arguments I end up apologising for one reason or another and things go back to normal but this time, no.

The conclusion that I've come to is the basic fact that although we were headed in the same direction (we were nesting with our partners after ages of partying, etc), I'm no longer nesting. I wont hit that stage for some time now. I'm back to partying. She's still nesting. For the first time ever our ages have come inbetween us. She's 30 and settling down, I'm 23 and really aren't. The problem I have since figuring this out is how to talk to her about it. The ball is in her court and I have no idea how to approach. All I can think of is to just give it time, wait, be patient for once in my life and see what happens. Perhaps she'll come to the same conclusions?

It'll hopefully sort itself out... *le sigh*

In other news: MY BIRTHDAY IS 18 SLEEPS AWAY!! WOOOO!! Expect photos and drunken blogging. Awwwww yeah!

Lots of love,

Minda