missminda

I love my new job

I hate that I've been spending less & less time with Petey & when I do get to spend time with him we're both super tired

I love that being a bartender has given me a 'no bullshit' attitude

I hate that my time off doesn't match up with Nik's time off

I love that I have an awesome group of workmates & I feel like I fit in

I hate that I'm living in this tiny house

I love that Petey & I are moving out of this place & into our own soon

I hate that it feels like moving is sooooo far away, when in reality it's only 2 months

I love that Petey wants to marry me

I hate that there's 1 person that drives me lust crazy inside everytime they're near me & I'm afraid of what might happen if they ever found that out

I love that I have the self control enough to make sure they'll never find out

I hate that I keep getting traffic offences

I love that they're just fines with no demerit point loss & my tips cover them

I hate stupid drama bullshit that doesn't matter anyway

I love that I can see it for what it really is & walk away

I hate that I've treated my friends & family like shit because of my moods

I love that they love me anyway

I hate that my moods have had to result in doctor recommended therapy

I love that I'm gonna get to fix me <3