Well, my blog just got deleted. That sums up me right now.
*le sigh*
Telstra keep fucking me around. I wont bore you with the details cause I'm sick of hearing them myself, all you need to know is I am out $400 and I have no phone. Please don't start ranting about phone companies and shit cause I've so already heard it.
Work is really getting me down right now. I'm just so bored and un-inspired. This morning I didn't want to get up so my PT Jenna woke me for our session. I trained, showered and curled up in bed, in my towel, hugging P's hand crying, saying 'I don't want to go to work' over and over. I think that's a giant indication that I need out. The problem is I have no idea what I want to do. I suck at learning and they pay me really well. I understand that these are all reasons that can't justify my unhappiness. I do know though that I want to be happy. I'm sick of coming home grumpy cause I've spent 8 hours doing something that makes me angry all the time.
On a positive though, shopping with Naughty_Nik tonight (and her AMAZING hair)
I've done all my Christmas shopping but I kinda want to get something for P. We decided not to get anything for each other until we're both over the financial draw that is Chrissy but I wouldn't mind finding something small that says 'you're awesome, thanks for loving me'. I'll see.
FINALLY going to get the artwork organised for my Jefferson tattoo! Come monday I'll hopefully have times and prices
I could so go me one of these:
...but I'd really prefer one of these:
Even more so, one of these:
When he has to gig all formal & shiz... sooooo fuckable. Will, have and will do again. Cause I love the peen.
I'm sitting here, drinking a 2 litre bottle of orange juice. I hate Juno. I just wanna enjoy this fucking juice.
hehe Tybone is sending me a project.
LOVE!
**ADDENDUM** People who use 'for the win' or, 'ftw' need to die a horrible, horrible death. 'Epic Fail FTW' <- fuck up hipster.
*le sigh*
Telstra keep fucking me around. I wont bore you with the details cause I'm sick of hearing them myself, all you need to know is I am out $400 and I have no phone. Please don't start ranting about phone companies and shit cause I've so already heard it.
Work is really getting me down right now. I'm just so bored and un-inspired. This morning I didn't want to get up so my PT Jenna woke me for our session. I trained, showered and curled up in bed, in my towel, hugging P's hand crying, saying 'I don't want to go to work' over and over. I think that's a giant indication that I need out. The problem is I have no idea what I want to do. I suck at learning and they pay me really well. I understand that these are all reasons that can't justify my unhappiness. I do know though that I want to be happy. I'm sick of coming home grumpy cause I've spent 8 hours doing something that makes me angry all the time.
On a positive though, shopping with Naughty_Nik tonight (and her AMAZING hair)
I've done all my Christmas shopping but I kinda want to get something for P. We decided not to get anything for each other until we're both over the financial draw that is Chrissy but I wouldn't mind finding something small that says 'you're awesome, thanks for loving me'. I'll see.FINALLY going to get the artwork organised for my Jefferson tattoo! Come monday I'll hopefully have times and prices
I could so go me one of these:
...but I'd really prefer one of these:
Even more so, one of these:
When he has to gig all formal & shiz... sooooo fuckable. Will, have and will do again. Cause I love the peen.
I'm sitting here, drinking a 2 litre bottle of orange juice. I hate Juno. I just wanna enjoy this fucking juice.
hehe Tybone is sending me a project.
LOVE!
**ADDENDUM** People who use 'for the win' or, 'ftw' need to die a horrible, horrible death. 'Epic Fail FTW' <- fuck up hipster.
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Its ok Minda, I still love you. love for the epic win of failure (does that make any sense?)