I am gonna eat some breaded chicken from work. Lets see if I break out tonight.
Long ass day at work, but I'm one day closer to Sunday!
I have to stop being so hard on myself. I'm missing out because I'm holding on to something that was never there.
I can't believe it's been almost a year since Cole left us. I cried the other day listening to "The End of Heartache" thinking about him. He makes me so mad and I want to yell at him!! I want to smack him in the face and punch him in the chest for being so stupid! I miss him so much everyday. Facebook always tells me to re-connect with him and write on his wall or send him a message. I talk to him every single day. I know he is up there watching over all of us. I'm just terrified as to who is going to go next. These boys leave us every year, sometimes two at a time. I know HE has a plan for all of us, but why Cole? Kaiden lost his daddy. Dan lost his best friend. We lost a brother.
Okay, i have to stop. I love you Cole, so soo sooo very much!
Long ass day at work, but I'm one day closer to Sunday!
I have to stop being so hard on myself. I'm missing out because I'm holding on to something that was never there.
I can't believe it's been almost a year since Cole left us. I cried the other day listening to "The End of Heartache" thinking about him. He makes me so mad and I want to yell at him!! I want to smack him in the face and punch him in the chest for being so stupid! I miss him so much everyday. Facebook always tells me to re-connect with him and write on his wall or send him a message. I talk to him every single day. I know he is up there watching over all of us. I'm just terrified as to who is going to go next. These boys leave us every year, sometimes two at a time. I know HE has a plan for all of us, but why Cole? Kaiden lost his daddy. Dan lost his best friend. We lost a brother.
Okay, i have to stop. I love you Cole, so soo sooo very much!
almond:
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