missmay

OMG... if its not a murder dream, or a love dream, its a sex dream!! god bless! what are my dreams trying to tell me? I need to have sex with the man i love and then kill him like a praying mantis? . . . haha. really tho.. they're either him killing me or him being murdered.. us being so happy in love... or us doin the nasty... WHY WONT YOU STAY OUTTA MY HEAD AT NIGHT?! oooh, i bet its because i refuse to think of you any other time. 72 hours and yes, i still think of you, but it no longer makes me cry. when i get to that feeling i think of the more important people in my life. the ones who will never leave me and be there for me and accept my faults and forgive me. yeah. i think of my baby!!

IM HAVING A BABY!!


ummm im not allowed to have red foods or drink anymore!! BULL SHIT!! RED CREAM SODA! :-( im sad...