this whole not having access to a computer sucks. i mean i do, its just the computer is in someones bedroom.
holy cow. can i please go one day without being sick? just one? every time i wake up im nauseous for about 3 hours. i puke my ass off and then im starving! and then i puke my ass off again.. and then im fine. im fine for about 5 hours and then i get home and puke. and then i go to sleep moaning and groaning and wake up and start puking all over again. i have a drs apt next friday at 1. sucks i have to wait that long, but it is what it is.
he called me yesterday. i told him how sick i've been and how there is a possibility i could be pregnant. right after i moved out i stopped taking my birth control.. and we started fucking like rabbits. i've started to take it again since we've completely stopped talking. he thinks i've been running around fucking every guy i meet. granted, that would be nice and i do have the power to do that now.. but thats not me. we've only stopped seeing eachother for 2 weeks now.. but if i am preggers i'd be about 10 weeks, and it would be his. and that would devastate me. i dont know why i told him im sick. i dont want anything to do with him, especially not raise a child. *scoff* i thought he was controlling before.
ah well, i'll find out tonight anyway. i'm going to get a car, right now, and then im headed straight to the drug store for 2 tests. one for now, one for the morning. if i am.. i dont think i'll let him know. i'll send him dna results and a court order for money. he has a child and told me once he wouldnt ever love a second child..
im better than that.. and im about to puke.
holy cow. can i please go one day without being sick? just one? every time i wake up im nauseous for about 3 hours. i puke my ass off and then im starving! and then i puke my ass off again.. and then im fine. im fine for about 5 hours and then i get home and puke. and then i go to sleep moaning and groaning and wake up and start puking all over again. i have a drs apt next friday at 1. sucks i have to wait that long, but it is what it is.
he called me yesterday. i told him how sick i've been and how there is a possibility i could be pregnant. right after i moved out i stopped taking my birth control.. and we started fucking like rabbits. i've started to take it again since we've completely stopped talking. he thinks i've been running around fucking every guy i meet. granted, that would be nice and i do have the power to do that now.. but thats not me. we've only stopped seeing eachother for 2 weeks now.. but if i am preggers i'd be about 10 weeks, and it would be his. and that would devastate me. i dont know why i told him im sick. i dont want anything to do with him, especially not raise a child. *scoff* i thought he was controlling before.
ah well, i'll find out tonight anyway. i'm going to get a car, right now, and then im headed straight to the drug store for 2 tests. one for now, one for the morning. if i am.. i dont think i'll let him know. i'll send him dna results and a court order for money. he has a child and told me once he wouldnt ever love a second child..
im better than that.. and im about to puke.