Who dey? Oh, that's right, We Dey. Eat it Bengals. Ha! Nice start to our season. I sat up at work on my day off watching my football game. The only Pats fan in the building. AWESOME.
I had a dream I lost my mucous plug. I didn't tho... Bummer.
I'm sitting here, eating sherbet, rocking on a yoga ball. Contemplating whether or not to... Read More
I don't think I can do this. I'm so excited and I'm so ready for him to come, but I'm freaking! I'm about to have a baby. This time tomorrow, I could have a son, in my arms, living and breathing on his own.
I want him. Not my son, not even the boy I like. I want Dustin. I'm weak for this emotion. But... Read More
It's going to change how you feel once he's here. You'll still miss Dustin, but you're right about him becoming your reason for living. It will also be a new form of heartache to see how much he looks like dustin and not having dustin there through all the little moments, but you're also going to feel overwhelmed with the love you'll have for Aeson. Good luck hun, and we're here if you need to talk or vent or cry.
I like going to the doctor now. I have three more 'scheduled appointments' but I don't know if I'll make it to all three. Aeson's head is fully engaged at a 0. Jill guesses he weighs around 7.5 lbs. She said all we're waiting on is for my water to break. Any day now, he will be here. It could be later today, it could... Read More
Tonight was my last hurrah. I went down to WC and sat on the patio and listened to some live music. Pretty good, I suppose. Really I held a newborn for a good half hour. Now my boobs hurt and I was having BH for so long my belly itched when I left.
I saw the girl my ex used to live with. Akward to... Read More
Why the fuck do I keep dreaming about him?!
Every night, every moment of sleep, it's all him.. And not him the baby, him my ex!
I DON'T WANT TO DREAM ABOUT HIM!!
I think it's time to get out ye ole' dream encyclopedia...
STAY THE FUCK OUTTA MY HEAD, I DON'T WANT TO THINK ABOUT YOU!
J: August 24th dude.
M: WTF are you talking about?
J: August 24th dude.
M: Besides that being my ex's bday, what are you talking about?
J: That's when you'll have your baby. That or four days before or after.
M: J, you know that's in four days right? And four days before is today and four days after is one month before my due... Read More
Leo's horoscope for today: Today is a 7. Your favorite people become distant and vague about their desires. To clarify your role, repeat what you heard and ask if that's what they meant.
I don't think every horoscope fits everyone's day to day. I do believe they are bits of advice to help someone think. Anyone's horoscope can apply to anyone at any time. It's... Read More
LOL, they were only that big for the first two days. Now they're a full D. Don't worry girl, you'll be holding Aeson soon. Then you're never going to want to put him down!
Why can't we all live in the same community? I think we've had a conversation about this on here at one point in time. I am sick, SO FUCKING SICK!!! of the people around here. I know this.. I am moderately tattooed and have facial piercings and large holes in my ears. I also... Read More
I resign. "Baby, I am ready for you to come out now." God I miss him. Not him exactly, I've taught myself to deal with out him. But the idea and being of him. Right now, more than ever, do I long for a man. Not sexually, but as in a companion. I need that sense of comfort and strength. I need a strong pair... Read More
your due date has passed, hasn't it??
Gorgeous idea! Wish I had some cute preg pics of myself!
keep breathing xoxo
That isn't right, or good, or decent ... and I would help if I could ... 
