missmarie

For a while there I thought my life was pretty amazing. I had great friends to hang out with all the time, and I was finally 21! Apparently good things were not meant to last. My friends who I thought were so great have nearly all abandoned me, and I feel so alone. I feel like I am slipping back into the depression that I fought so hard to get out of last year. I had the worst night on Tuesday. I may have lost a few of my friends because of drama in our group, it breaks my heart. On top of that, I had a doctors appointment Wednesday morning. I feel like a pin cushion. I had 3 shots and then had my blood drawn. I was also poked and proded all over. I am still sore from the stupid shots. At least I am done with my midterms. I am now on Spring Break, only I have to work all next week. I do get to go to the Flogging Molly concert on the 17th, but most of my friends have bailed on me so I have 2 or 3 extra tickets that I have to find people for. Jerks. Oh well, I can only hope that things will get better soon.