missmalice_

I'm tired. Both mentally and physically.

My schedule at work has me bouncing from nights to days without much recovery time, when I agreed to do it I thought only of the over time and not what it would do to me. It's been brutal. I got off work at 2300 the other night and slept until 0745 with aspirations of going back to bed at 0930. Thankfully I'm off for the day on Tuesday so Tuesday night my phone is turning off and I'll be knocked the fuck out...after the Bruins game of course. Priorities people.
My car needs two tires replaced, my mechanic told me to avoid highway driving at any means possibles due to the added stress on the two tires..more so the drivers front tire. It's pretty bad. Oh did I mention most of my commuting is done by the highway.. a major interstate actually.

Two more weeks until I'm back with gigabrain. Sadly it's almost as long until I can have a some what normal conversation with him. He's away at ANNUAL Training... There's no point in even admitting the whole 'i havent talked to him, he wont answer, god why cant he call me conversation (yeah unless you're alyeska we've had that already) it's a period of adjustment you go everyday talking to this..Here's the answers to my bitching : it's the Army for you or my personal favorite... It is what it is (standard solutions given by soldiers for wives and girlfriends justifying not getting overly emotional or distressed at absences due to training or deployments) He's busy I know this, He's been gone three days... what the fuck. He goes back home on the 28th.

I'm going to go look outside at the pouring rain and lightning storm that's plaguing the east coast right now.