As a Model, I have come accross all different kinds of people and heard all different kinds of things; from comments on my own personal appearance to people generally questioning my reasoning as to why I choose to do what I do. I'm suure we all have! (Ladies haha ;P)
As woman, we are expected to have many essential sides to us that society believes without, we are strange or useless or 'less than'.. I believe, and sadly not always have but have whole heartedly come to believe that woman, in every shape and size, colour and modification are just the most beautiful creatures. We are SO different from men that we in ourselves leave not only the opposite sex but people of the same sex constantly wondering 'what the fuck just happened'.
We are complex and gorgeous things, inside and out.
Yet, almost every single one of us feels insignifcant and/or insecure in more ways than one, probably for even more reasons than one. We want the best for ourselves and strive to be that drop dead gorgeous dame that oozes natural sex appeal, has woman wanting to be her friend and men wanting to be her lover where ever she goes.
Sadly, this idea is such an unattainable concept it is just not even fathomable.. Even the woman you envy most will have people who would look at her and think 'ehhhh, no.... don't really see what you see there.' That is life. This world is far too large an evolved with far too many different kinds of people on it for one person to actually be able to please everyone.
For some reason, a lot of people have a this idea that Models think this of themselves and that that is what they are there for. To put woman down whilst they stand there perfectly in their photos your boyfriends drool over. "They must be cunts/sluts/bitches..'' The list goes on.
But we aren't. In fact, I feel like every other girl i have ever met. I am human. I have had my heart broken, i have been treated horribly by someone i cared about, someone i loved has died, i have broken a bone, my skin isn't always perfect and i have bad hair days almost every other day! So when I started Modelling this massive stigma that had heard of and now deal with as a consequence of my work, became something I wished to change with all my heart. I want to show girls that you don't have to be perfect to have sexy phots taken of yourself. You dont need to be a runway doll to wear and show off sexy lingerie you bought for yourself! And you sure as hell do not need to explain to anyone why you do the things you do because you are, like them, a one of a kind, amazing human being and you deserve every opportunity you WANT in life.
Since Modelling i have been given the opportunity to share the things I love through my photos with some great people. My adventure may have only just began but I already feel more accepting of myself and my fellow females (who can be so damn sexy sometimes!). Which to me is so amazing and every woman should have the chance to feel that and grow from it.
When woman can build each other up instead of tearing each other down it really is a very admirable thing and through my Modelling i can tell everyone "if I can do something I love and put myself out there, you can!" OR "If you don't like it, check out my ass and fuuck off!"
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'My thoughts'
La la <3

