misskat

I had a terrible morning. But that is ok. I just wonder why sometimes life has to be so fucking hard. I was just thinking this morning about how nice it would be to have someone to chit chat with in the morning. esp. with the way I was feeling. I tried to talk to Ash but she just really wasn't great... she snapped at me about my comment to her and just made me want to cry more, so I snapped back and left to go to work. I could go into more details but the details; in actuality this whole thing just lacks substance.

Then when I was biking to work, some birds pooped on me. YIKES. Not once but three poops! I am Not a happy camper!

I went to see the family yesterday. My cousin Leanne is in town from Africa and she is pregnant! She looks so good and she is happy! She is going to be having a little girl on Oct. 10th. It was really good to see her, my aunt Lorena, barb, my mom and grandma. It was good to see my dad too. and my little bro, Justin. Although I didn't get to see them for very long. I felt depressed too, when I saw the situation that my mom and dad are in. My mom seems so bitter... I don't know why they stay together. I don't understand.

It makes me question myself and my relationships. It makes me question everything.


R - I haven't had the internet for a couple days now. I am switching providers and well, I am internet-less.

I am glad your trip went well and I am looking forward to see your photos.