missjaymie

I got a text at one am asking me to come in to work early today... Then I got another one at ten am, saying nevermind, come in less early. I hate depending on other people. I can't wait for this little magazine project to turn into something I can afford to do full time.

It's all I can think about. I hardly focus at work. I have no desire to plan out my vacation time. I just want to work on the blog, or my art projects...

I should get a new camera, and start doing photography, and videography again.... That goes nicely in hand with the magazine, and all my arts and crafts.

Maybe then I could find the time to sew my own clothes again...

There are so many things I want to be doing, and places I want to go... I'm in a transitional phase, and it's lasting longer than any of the ones before. I hate it. It's got me on edge all the time. I eat too much, I sleep too much, and I have trouble getting high! I'm stressed out, and I don't like it. Maybe Dad will lend me some money to get a good start on this thing they call adulthood.