missjaymie

I'm so frustrated right now. I have so many angry things to say... Why am I waiting? I don't know what filter is up keeping me from a stream of angry text messages. Maybe it's the hope filter. The hope filter says maybe you'll get a call tomorrow about how the phone was lost, or stolen, and no one else had your number. Maybe you'll get a hundred text messages apologizing, that he just got drunk, and forgot. And why do I care? We're barely friends at this point. Maybe that's just it... I was starting to feel like I might have made a real friend.

I should know better.

The ones I don't sleep with never stick around.