So news on Harris.
Dont think Ill ever being hearing from him again. He was in Queenstown and kept asking me to go run of and do naughty things back at my place but I said no again.
He said ok and good bye for now. But I have the feeling I wont ever hear from him. Its kind of a shame but I think im making the right decision. Ive decided im going to do the whole celibacy thing again.
Its not because Ive ever been fucked over before, its not because I dont like sex, its not because im selfconcious or scared, iits not because I use to be a slut and have realised my ways are wrong and ts not because I cant get any.
Its because Im waiting for someone special.
Haha I know I know ! It sounds frickin lame but I kinda get this weird feeling that, its what I shoould do. I value sex so much that I want it to be done right. I have had a couple one night stands and I loved it. Its so exciting and fun and adventurous but at the same time I think it could be better.
Maybe Im naieve.
If you do the whole celibacy thing, it intensifys every homan contact. The touch of someones hand becomes so much more than just a touch. In my opinion it fully changs the way you view things.
Dont think Ill ever being hearing from him again. He was in Queenstown and kept asking me to go run of and do naughty things back at my place but I said no again.
He said ok and good bye for now. But I have the feeling I wont ever hear from him. Its kind of a shame but I think im making the right decision. Ive decided im going to do the whole celibacy thing again.
Its not because Ive ever been fucked over before, its not because I dont like sex, its not because im selfconcious or scared, iits not because I use to be a slut and have realised my ways are wrong and ts not because I cant get any.
Its because Im waiting for someone special.
Haha I know I know ! It sounds frickin lame but I kinda get this weird feeling that, its what I shoould do. I value sex so much that I want it to be done right. I have had a couple one night stands and I loved it. Its so exciting and fun and adventurous but at the same time I think it could be better.
Maybe Im naieve.
If you do the whole celibacy thing, it intensifys every homan contact. The touch of someones hand becomes so much more than just a touch. In my opinion it fully changs the way you view things.