To all my friends 
Even though we've changed and we're all finding our own place in the world, we all know that when the tears fall or the smile spreads across our face, we'll come to each other because no matter where this crazy world takes us, nothing will ever change so much to the point where we're not still friends.
Even though we've changed and we're all finding our own place in the world, we all know that when the tears fall or the smile spreads across our face, we'll come to each other because no matter where this crazy world takes us, nothing will ever change so much to the point where we're not still friends.
We went to nandos for dinner first.
He payed for me which I wish he hadnt. It makes me feel like im a pain to take out. It was realy cute and it made me smile but at the same time I dont want him to think he has to.
I cant explain howit is being around him. SOmetimes it seems a lil akward but I THINK its just because I havent seen him in so long and we dont have much to talk about cause I dont think we realy know each other that well. Sometimes I think I know him like the back of my hand and then the next day I duno what to think.
He's so complex and mysterious. Well maybe not. I think I just think so highly of him that I think thers more to him than maybe there realy is. Im not sure though. I think the world of him either way. Hes just got me.
Anyway the movie was really gud. It was about this guy whose family was killed and one of the killers walked free so he got revenge by killing all these people that had anything to do with the trial. It was a bit gory and a lil scary but I loved it.
We watched it at like a bean bag movie which was pretty cool. Emir was uncomfortable though coz hes so tall. Who says being short doesnt have its advantages! Haha I got Id'd going in to the movies. It was r18. When am I ever going to look old enough?
I accidently touched emirs hand a couple times. It was accidental but at the same time not
SOmetimes I wish he would just do something! But then again I said to my self I just want to be friends with him. So I have to keep reminding myself. I just want to be friends.
When we got back to his he asked if I was going to come up. I hesitanlty said no. He asked what im doing 2moro. I said nothing. Im seeing Blake 2moro arvo though. Should be intersting. I wonder if Emir txts me 2moro?
I hope he does. I wont be worried if he doesnt though.
Im suppose to bewriting an assignment. Argh its really hard for me to focus on it at the moment. I dont know why but I just cant help my mind from wondering. Its quite an intersting assignment to write though. Its taking me on a bit of a journey. Im learning things I already know. As in to say I know them but I havent convinced myself that im right yet. Im finding more and more evidence to support my feelings on the things I am writing on and it is claifying everything for me. I need to stop doubting myslef. I am very good at my profession. I know sometimes things seem overwhelming and hard but you know the answers just get them out of your head and on to paper in an emersons approaved structure.
So yer im gunna go...
Coz I have to write my assignment...
Now...
Haha