missinnocence

Uh oh!

I was with my best friend yestrday and she goes "wow thats crazy Harriss called u last night". Huh? Haha I had drunk a fare few last night! But I didnt even know he had my number!

Harris is a guy I use to date in like forth form we hooked up for awhile after that but then I started dating his best friend and we lost touch over the years.

I checked my call log from the night before. And there was a number I didnt know. So I txt it asking if it was Harris.

He replied " Yer whats up man?". Not rely the reply I was expecting, so I didnt txt back. A few hours later I get a txt from him saying" Hahaha I have this saved as Daniel Nesbit. Was wondering wtf was going on. Just talked to him on facebook and figured out it was Mallory. Haha how are you".

I replied oh thats weird. Did u mean to call me or dan last night? He was like what I didnt call either of u. He then txts me going "WHAT! I just checked and we talked for 11 and a half minutes! I dont even remember that at all! What did I say? Come round tonight? We can go out for dinner?".

I made up an excuse not to. It would be good to see him but at the same time Im shit scared hell try something. As much as I like him I couldnt cause Im scared his best mate (Blake) would never talk to me again. I doubt Blake would care as he doesnt like me like that anymore but at the same time I get the feeling hed still never talk to me again if I did sleep with Harris. I respect Blake to much to do that.

Id made plans to see Blake that arvo anyway.

It was getting late and I still hadnt heard form Blake.

I txtd him to ask what he was doing and if he wanted to come see me. He replied " Mite do. Just seing what everyone else is up to with Liam and that". I said all gud and waited a few ours. He txt me asking if my parents would mind. I said of course not.

I waited.

And I waited

And I waited

But still no txt from Blake.

Come on Blake plz txt bak!!!!!!!

After a few txts from Harris pleading for me to come see him. I caved in and went.

On my way there I got pretty excited about seing him. Hes such a funny guy! I love talking to him.

When I got there everything was fine for about 10 minutes. After that he started showing me around the house and started kissing my neck and put his arms around me.

We deiced to watch a dvd. As soon as I got on the bed he pulled me up against him. I resisted. through out the dvd he storked my bak and kept his hand on my arse. He was constantly kissing me and pulling me closer to him. all the while I was trying to pull away.

I couldnt ! Could I?

Argh I dont know!

I told him i wouldnt sleep with him. I used the fact I havent seen him in so long as to why I wasnt going to jump into bed with him. He said he understood and respected me for it but was stil anouyed.

He took my clothes of after the movie finished and just lied there with me. He tried a couple times but I said no AGAIN

I fell asleep as fast as I could.

In the morning he woke me up andwhispered in my ear. Any chance for morning sex?

No!!!!!!

I got up pretty fast and got dressed. "Dont leave me like this? We were supose to stay in bed and cuddle all day". "Yer but things changed"


Fuk im an idiot! I shouldnt of gone.

It was good to see him though.... Argh

I move away in a week so ud think things would be all gud right? WRONG!

Hes going to queenstown in a month or so for a week. A whole week! I duno if hes staying with me or not. SHould I say no?

If only blake had txt bak

Harris on the left


Blake on the left