missingpiece

i get tattoo?
yes i do!
with angus tomorrow aft.
nananananananananananana!

my arm will never look the same and im soooo fuckn happy right now i wanna throw up while i shit my pants while spontaniously combusting!!!
?
im pretty sure iv lost it.
ya.
ima go eat some chili.
sk8 or die!

oh ya, aaaaaaaaaaaand...
I LOVE MONKEY! ( 21,616 minutes to go )

"The Melting Point Of Wax"

I've waited for this moment
All my life and more
And now I see so clearly
What I could not see before.
The time is now or never
This chance won't come again
Throw caution and myself into the wind.

A leap of faith.

Parody of an angel
Miles above the sea
I hear the voice of reason
Screaming after...
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im living in the well, if you can call this living?
making serious changes, and damn i cant wait for things to come TOGETHER. i have the most beautiful dreams and i will never let go of them!

THIS IS HELL,
moving targets,
i'll leave it burning, and i won't be coming back again to this dismal town filled with fair-weather friends. this time i'll break ties with the greatest of ease. expect the worst from me, i'll come through like you wouldn't believe. we built this life, and now its ours. we'll leave this town for dead. leave these streets and take...
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ignoring the facts will not change the facts. all relevance aside, still pretty prophetic yes?
everything has come to an end! not true really, i just thought the pathetic nature of that statement would fit nicely within the construct of recent happenings. truth is, throughout my life i have been, at times, the most pathetic character. it must be some kind of self abhorring nature...
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in the spirit of writting things that will never be read, here goes.
eyes are slowly closing as the day has worn on to long,
dull and common place sences wear away,
amazement and beauty reveal themselves through pinholes,
and im left wanting,
drifting to the familiar,
the brick layers are working feverishly,
but the door will remain open,
for one who may wish to...
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all we can do.
guess,
try,
hope.
perhaps the truth to seek is found within the realization that there is no grand epiphany, and that this is fine.
we string ourselves together it seems, finding common practices to create a happiness that to date has not been realized, only imagined. in turn we feel as though we have grown in some way. or at least...
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James Frey,

i am a stable person.
FALSE.
i think the world is aligned against me.
FALSE.
i think my problems are caused by others.
FALSE.
i don't trust anbody.
FALSE.
i hate myself.
TRUE.
i often think of death.
TRUE.
suicide is a reasonable option.
TRUE.
my sins are unpardonable.
i stare at the question.
my sins are unpardonable.
i stare at the question....
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i know something...a secret...
shared only with the beautiful distraction.
it is everything...
and nobody can take it away
because it is everywhere...without end...

this is me today, and underneath
everything i will remain this me forever
THANK YOU

happy holidays? whatever, it probably is i guess. everything is just so godam complicated when you choose to over think things (stupid brain). LOVE to everyone who needs it.