missglamm

Hey everyone, hope your ok...

I was hoping I could come on here thus morning and write that I had an amazing weekend, and I did have, until last night...Friday and Saturday were great, went out, got very very drunk and high and had the BEST time with my friends, so we decided to go out again last night, and had a wicked time until approx 1am...my friend Crawford, who is normally so together was WASTED to say the least and was aked to leave the club, so being the friend I am I told the boys I would take him outand wait for them,,,so we are sat on a bench outside minding our own business and 2 scottish guys walk up and stared shouting, so I just asked them not to make so much noise becuase I didnt want them to urge Crawford to make too mich noise and one of them turned round and called me a 'fat, ugly cow' which isnt cool...so this irritated me and Crawford and then he said it again...right up in my face...what a knob...

So Crawford gets angry and the other Scottish guy headbuts him! He didnt even get a chance to stick up for me or himself...the police turn up and my other friend Tristan is trying to calm me down and Chris is trying to stop Crawford from ripping this guys head off...

And now I feel like its my fault because I am a fat ugly cow...I swear I didnt even say a word...

All the confidence I have fiound recently has been shot down becuase of one guy...so I think I am going to take all my pictures off here...how can anoyone seriously want to look at me...if someone I dont know can judge me, I look like I totally love myself putting pics of me looking so disgusting on here...

I thought things were looking up for me, I have 2 guys who want to go for dinner with me, but seriously...they must just feel sorry for me....

Dont think I want to go out again for a very long time...