jesus! i feel as if i'm void of emotion. I was just at my bf's and we were on our way out to eat. but i decided i didn't want him to come with me, so i told him to get out of the car. i said i didn't want to be with him right now.
but even i don't understand what just took place. There was nothing to set me off, only the regular bickering, and boring tv watching. I don't know what to do wtih myself. i need something new RIGHT NOW. this very second or i'll explode. Repitition has gotten the better of me. But its a sunday night, and no one is answering their phone!
but even i don't understand what just took place. There was nothing to set me off, only the regular bickering, and boring tv watching. I don't know what to do wtih myself. i need something new RIGHT NOW. this very second or i'll explode. Repitition has gotten the better of me. But its a sunday night, and no one is answering their phone!
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I can literally feel myself getting more stupid each day. I miss school sooooo much. There's something so wonderful about leaning. And i'd like to do as much of that before my mind starts falling apart (which is inevitable). JAN 21st. NEEDS TO COME ALREADY!!!!