Hello all my new SG friends 
thank you for accepting my add.
I feel a bit mean today, I totally had a go at my Mum by mistake, all because she cares about me and just wants to see me, but if I was honest I can't face her and her millions of questions about why me & Del broke up. I know if I go there they won't outrightly ask me what happened or how I'm feeling but they will be thinking it and I can't face that awkwardness right now. She asked me if I wanted to go to my Brothers house on Sunday as if I did then they wouldn't go the following weekend and would go when I wanted to, now thats sweet of her right, but I totally lost it when she said it! I'm a total bitch sometimes. I said to her that she never usually waited to see if I was free, and generally they went down there regardless of if I was working or not, to which she took offence. I don't blame her though because it was a bit out of order. I know she is just worried about me, but she has nothing to be worried about, I'm doing just fine and if I want to talk about how I'm feeling I wouldn't go to her anyways, as she never really has those words of wisdom that your friends do. I think I better make a date with her though to go to coffee or something otherwise she's going to think that I don't want to see her ever, she already thinks I'm ignoring her.
I've done quite a lot today, my fish can actually see out of their bowl now, they thanked me when they were clean as they were finding it hard to breathe!! and I did some washing and changed the sheets on my bed. I just love getting into clean sheets, it's got to be one of the nicest feelings. I have to work tomorrow [13 hours] but I have the weekend off again, so I might start to get some bits together to sell. Me, Sammi & Wayne have been chatting today about going on holiday in October to Los Angeles. Eeee, I'm so excited about it, we found a few deals for 650, 10 days, hotel and flights, I think thats pretty cool, so as well as saving up for a deposit on a flat, I'm now also saving for a holiday! I can't wait for payday on the 31st, it still seems ages away, and I have like 300 to last me those three weeks, with car insurance which is going to cost me 215 and a weekend on the 26th where I plan to get totally drunk. I have a cheque from work though for 200 which I need to cash and about 115 in a money box that I got given from work as a leaving present, although I was going to buy MAC with that, as that is what it was intended for, although I might save it and use it towards my holiday.
Anyways that was more than I expected to write, so I'm going to go and jump into the bath now.
Hope you're all well xxxxx
thank you for accepting my add.
I feel a bit mean today, I totally had a go at my Mum by mistake, all because she cares about me and just wants to see me, but if I was honest I can't face her and her millions of questions about why me & Del broke up. I know if I go there they won't outrightly ask me what happened or how I'm feeling but they will be thinking it and I can't face that awkwardness right now. She asked me if I wanted to go to my Brothers house on Sunday as if I did then they wouldn't go the following weekend and would go when I wanted to, now thats sweet of her right, but I totally lost it when she said it! I'm a total bitch sometimes. I said to her that she never usually waited to see if I was free, and generally they went down there regardless of if I was working or not, to which she took offence. I don't blame her though because it was a bit out of order. I know she is just worried about me, but she has nothing to be worried about, I'm doing just fine and if I want to talk about how I'm feeling I wouldn't go to her anyways, as she never really has those words of wisdom that your friends do. I think I better make a date with her though to go to coffee or something otherwise she's going to think that I don't want to see her ever, she already thinks I'm ignoring her.
I've done quite a lot today, my fish can actually see out of their bowl now, they thanked me when they were clean as they were finding it hard to breathe!! and I did some washing and changed the sheets on my bed. I just love getting into clean sheets, it's got to be one of the nicest feelings. I have to work tomorrow [13 hours] but I have the weekend off again, so I might start to get some bits together to sell. Me, Sammi & Wayne have been chatting today about going on holiday in October to Los Angeles. Eeee, I'm so excited about it, we found a few deals for 650, 10 days, hotel and flights, I think thats pretty cool, so as well as saving up for a deposit on a flat, I'm now also saving for a holiday! I can't wait for payday on the 31st, it still seems ages away, and I have like 300 to last me those three weeks, with car insurance which is going to cost me 215 and a weekend on the 26th where I plan to get totally drunk. I have a cheque from work though for 200 which I need to cash and about 115 in a money box that I got given from work as a leaving present, although I was going to buy MAC with that, as that is what it was intended for, although I might save it and use it towards my holiday.
Anyways that was more than I expected to write, so I'm going to go and jump into the bath now.
Hope you're all well xxxxx
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Its a really mixed response about the holistics/ hairdressing, so i dont have a clue, lol!!!