The past few weeks have been strange to say the least up to the point that i really dunno what im doing anymore!
Life with my boyfriend has been interesting, i feel like im loosing my connection with him, and am relatively bored with our little routine which seems to have developed:
1. I drive to his, or drive us wherever we are going (he never comes to me)
2. We have random conversation, where he inserts shit jokes
3. Mediocre sex (i wont go into depth but suddenly the 10 year age gap shows!)
4. I make my excuses and come home, rarely spending the night
Why dont I want to break up with him tho?
I also had some quality sex with my ex, its just over a year now since we got together, i still love him, no matter what and somehow i dont feel guilty at all about having cheated on my boyfriend but its not something im gonna make a habit of!
Also a few of my mates are still acting uber weird, one of them moves to Aus soon tho and another to Glasgow.
My parents are also having lots of little digs here there and everywhere, they dislike my bf just like they disliked my ex and my mates cause they're leading me astray. Can i move in with someone?
All in all I feel ridiculously lonely right now, but dont really wanna be in company with people.
Anyhow self pitying moment over
Life with my boyfriend has been interesting, i feel like im loosing my connection with him, and am relatively bored with our little routine which seems to have developed:
1. I drive to his, or drive us wherever we are going (he never comes to me)
2. We have random conversation, where he inserts shit jokes
3. Mediocre sex (i wont go into depth but suddenly the 10 year age gap shows!)
4. I make my excuses and come home, rarely spending the night
Why dont I want to break up with him tho?
I also had some quality sex with my ex, its just over a year now since we got together, i still love him, no matter what and somehow i dont feel guilty at all about having cheated on my boyfriend but its not something im gonna make a habit of!
Also a few of my mates are still acting uber weird, one of them moves to Aus soon tho and another to Glasgow.
My parents are also having lots of little digs here there and everywhere, they dislike my bf just like they disliked my ex and my mates cause they're leading me astray. Can i move in with someone?
All in all I feel ridiculously lonely right now, but dont really wanna be in company with people.
Anyhow self pitying moment over
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What are you studying ?? My ex-wife's doing English Language there at the mo.