I missed my morning walk three days in a roll.
Saturday: Nick turned down the volume on my cell phone so I couldn't hear it ring.
Sunday: I forgot to turn it back up, so I couldn't hear it again.
Monday: On Sunday I made a big mistake and it affected my sleep really badly. I woke uo several times and the last time was almost 5am. I went outside to have a cigarette and when I came back in the house it was already time to get up. Since Nick was still sleeping I ran and turned off the alarm. Reset the time to 7:15am (thought I could take a quick nap) but never turned the damn alarm back on.
Well, that "15-min-nap" turned into a crazy ass long dream. I'm not gonna write the whole thing down here simply because I already did that oin my journal. But it was the very first time that I managed to run in my dream - intead of trying to run and just feeling extremely heavy and helpless). That made me feel good.
So, I have decided that for my bday I will go on one of those Breast Cancer walks. I've always wanted to go on one for personal reasons but I never felt really capable of doing it - I was always out of shape, smoking and drinking too much. Nowadays I manage to work out quite often and I even managed to run the other day. So I feel like I won't kill myself on one of those. If you know any of these events that occurs in LA, please let me know. Spread the word and please, join me.
Hope you guys have a GREAT week!!!
Here are few pics of the last few months of a happy (and a little bigger :confused
MissDisfigured.
Sorry for the lack of captions. I'll try to edit as it goes.
Saturday: Nick turned down the volume on my cell phone so I couldn't hear it ring.
Sunday: I forgot to turn it back up, so I couldn't hear it again.
Monday: On Sunday I made a big mistake and it affected my sleep really badly. I woke uo several times and the last time was almost 5am. I went outside to have a cigarette and when I came back in the house it was already time to get up. Since Nick was still sleeping I ran and turned off the alarm. Reset the time to 7:15am (thought I could take a quick nap) but never turned the damn alarm back on.
Well, that "15-min-nap" turned into a crazy ass long dream. I'm not gonna write the whole thing down here simply because I already did that oin my journal. But it was the very first time that I managed to run in my dream - intead of trying to run and just feeling extremely heavy and helpless). That made me feel good.
So, I have decided that for my bday I will go on one of those Breast Cancer walks. I've always wanted to go on one for personal reasons but I never felt really capable of doing it - I was always out of shape, smoking and drinking too much. Nowadays I manage to work out quite often and I even managed to run the other day. So I feel like I won't kill myself on one of those. If you know any of these events that occurs in LA, please let me know. Spread the word and please, join me.
Hope you guys have a GREAT week!!!
Here are few pics of the last few months of a happy (and a little bigger :confused
MissDisfigured.Sorry for the lack of captions. I'll try to edit as it goes.
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