I don't think i have ever cried so much in my entire life like I did last night.
But don't worry... It's just a very drammatic moment that my mind is going through by itself. I was just having this "memories time" and thinking about the future. A future that seems will never come or i will never reach.
It's like all my dreams are...
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But don't worry... It's just a very drammatic moment that my mind is going through by itself. I was just having this "memories time" and thinking about the future. A future that seems will never come or i will never reach.
It's like all my dreams are...
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caffeinemonkey:
Perfect! PSJ is demanding he live with you!!! He has never seen parties like you have and can't wait 
shellymc:
No one's ark?
never heard of it...
you stumped me!
but i took note to stay the hell away from it
never heard of it...
you stumped me!
but i took note to stay the hell away from it
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shellymc:
so... uh..
i take it you like sex?
what did you do on the fourth?
i take it you like sex?
what did you do on the fourth?
shellymc:
drunken photos are the best..
HUM... I'm so busy these days it's not even funny.
I can't post, I can't see the new sets, I can't read my friends journals.
And the worst part is: I'm more busy waiting stuff to get done and stuck in traffic than actually doing something.
Time is money but I don't think people around realize this. And I have this theory THAT IS WHY...
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I can't post, I can't see the new sets, I can't read my friends journals.
And the worst part is: I'm more busy waiting stuff to get done and stuck in traffic than actually doing something.
Time is money but I don't think people around realize this. And I have this theory THAT IS WHY...
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shellymc:
and i'm jealous i don't live close to you!
zode:
I know the feeling...
New girls around...
haha.
great night last night. we were actually talking about this journal "fever" and I have to confess I don't like to write every step I take all the time... although I like to tell stories.
specially sex stories.. MY sex stories, actually... I like to tell it to people no matter how. We have to realize that not everybody see sex...
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haha.
great night last night. we were actually talking about this journal "fever" and I have to confess I don't like to write every step I take all the time... although I like to tell stories.
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shellymc:
i plan on putting up pics soon of the guitar....
hopefully in the next week..
do you have dial up or just a bad connection?
hopefully in the next week..
do you have dial up or just a bad connection?
shellymc:
if you go to the upper right hand corner...
click on settings..
then somewhere on the left you will see a bunch of different
options..
and you may choose to keep your online status private
click on settings..
then somewhere on the left you will see a bunch of different
options..
and you may choose to keep your online status private
New girls around...
haha.
great night last night. we were actually talking about this journal "fever" and I have to confess I don't like to write every step I take all the time... although I like to tell stories.
specially sex stories.. MY sex stories, actually... I like to tell it to people no matter how. We have to realize that not everybody see sex...
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haha.
great night last night. we were actually talking about this journal "fever" and I have to confess I don't like to write every step I take all the time... although I like to tell stories.
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missdisfigured:
private model
cyberzed:
That looks very cool and very mysterious 
shellymc:
making a comeback huh?
caffeinemonkey:
Glad you are feeling better!
I've never been so sick in my (w)hole life.
If I could make a wish I'd wish to die.
If I could make a wish I'd wish to die.
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caffeinemonkey:
You must be really really sick. I hope you feel better.
shellymc:
Feel better!
being sick can certainly make one want to crawl under the blankets
and wish for death...
i hope your illness is short termed..
being sick can certainly make one want to crawl under the blankets
and wish for death...
i hope your illness is short termed..
I don't think I will actually be a normal person.
Ever in my life. And I don't think that is a bad thing at all...
I want to go the hotel room and have a lot of sex and after I am tired of that I want to have a lot of girls to see having sex around me and girls that will let me...
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Ever in my life. And I don't think that is a bad thing at all...
I want to go the hotel room and have a lot of sex and after I am tired of that I want to have a lot of girls to see having sex around me and girls that will let me...
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shellymc:
and i'm flattered..
saffi:
wow...! I fucking laughed my ass off after reading that! it actually makes me feel like i'm drunk when I'm reading. it's like you're sending subliminal messages about sex. every other word is sex!
I was thinking that same thing about "sharing b/f or g/f" with someone! (If you've seen "Big Love" you'll understand my next reference!) I think it would be so cool to live with 3 guys and I could fuck them all!
AT THE SAME TIME/or separately!
they all go to work and earn the bacon while the girl stays at home and looks pretty! you'd be fucking rich in no time! and there wouldn't be so many freaking kids because she would be the only one having them!
fucking sweet...
I was thinking that same thing about "sharing b/f or g/f" with someone! (If you've seen "Big Love" you'll understand my next reference!) I think it would be so cool to live with 3 guys and I could fuck them all!
AT THE SAME TIME/or separately!
they all go to work and earn the bacon while the girl stays at home and looks pretty! you'd be fucking rich in no time! and there wouldn't be so many freaking kids because she would be the only one having them!
fucking sweet...
I think I should hire a photographer to take pictures when we are desperately making out.
shellymc:
and who are you making out with?
I'm just being nosey of course...
I'm just being nosey of course...
"we shouldn't have spoken to each other on the phone in front of her.
[that kept me from saying the terrible things i wanted to say to you]
and i still can't realize what that means. "
hahahahaha
These are the things you say/write/think when you have nothing better to do. I love when people have nothing to do.
[that kept me from saying the terrible things i wanted to say to you]
and i still can't realize what that means. "
hahahahaha
These are the things you say/write/think when you have nothing better to do. I love when people have nothing to do.
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caffeinemonkey:
I usually peruse SG when I have nothing to do
Hope you are having a great weekend. Your profile pic is too cute!
Hope you are having a great weekend. Your profile pic is too cute!
shellymc:
I love your new profile pic!


keep your chin up
It's just my point of view, but you're at the same time the tool, the creator of this tool, and the user of it.
Just try to model yourself, and by the way your life. Sure it's certainly not easy, but at least you have nothing to lose trying.
Hope i have the right words!