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I've been listening to a lot of Beatles lately. They're so timeless.

I'll leave you with this...

Let It Be

When I find myself in times of trouble
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
And in my hour of darkness
She is standing right in front of me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
And when the broken...
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So maybe my last entry wasn't appropriate. It got you guys all worried about us and I'm sorry for doing that.

Anyhow, we're going thru some stuff right now that I never would've expected or believed. Very soap opera-like. We hate drama, but was caused by actions of the past that can't be undone. We can only move on and grow from it and leave...
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You wouldn't believe me if I told you.

I feel so old today. Not as in, I'm an old hag or anything. But just - not young - I guess.

There's a girl in our office who's only like 19 or 20.

Jason and I are going on 10 years together.

I have 3 kids.

I'm vested in my work's pension already.

That kind of stuff...

I know I'm not old and I...
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Now picture my twins who are 4 1/2 acting this out along with the commercial and my 5 month old, sitting in front of them in her little chair and grinning from ear to ear!!! Priceless!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Now, imagine two 4 1/2 year olds standing in front of the t.v. acting this out with the goofball and a 5 month old baby sitting in front of them grinning from ear to ear!!!! Oh joy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I had a good time in Rocky Point. We wound up coming home today instead of doing the day trip. You have no idea how awesome it is to see your kids have such a wonderful time! That just makes the entire trip worthwhile! Even Ava enjoyed the beach, although the water was a little too cool to take her inside.

The twins are going to Rocky Point with my parents. I'm heading down tomorrow with the baby for the day. I hope she can go the three hour drive without having to nurse! I don't want to be pulled over in Mexico feeding her. A friend and her son are tagging along. Then we're all coming back tomorrow evening. Lots of driving but should be...
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Money is tight. Work is slow. My kids are great. I'm always sleepy - except at night when it's time to go to bed. My house needs a makeover. I feel blah, and needy and all that!

Things have been coming to a head for a while. I think it's best we part ways while we can still be civil with each other. It's going to be best for the kids. TheDarkness and I have decided to separate and more than likely divorce.