So, the plot thickens.... dramatic music...
I swear, you'd think I was freaking in high school again!
The friend who was with me the night of my breakdown (friend B), well she told another friend(c) on Friday morning about what Ogre friend said to me and how hurt I was. Well, Friend C calls ogre and tells her to give her a heads up that I was upset. So I found this out, Saturday after the girls party that she already knew everything. Ughhh, can I please fight my own battle???? And Hubby, was his usual anti-social self at the party, but at the same time, annoyed by everyone and everything so she proceeded to go on and on to the other girls after we left that Jason must've been pissed at her too because the way he acted towards her (which was give her and pretty much everyone there the silent treatment). Self-righteous brat!
So now, I'm still going to tell the Ogre that I was hurt, but now do I tell everyone else that I know they didn't keep their mouths shut and they need to or does that get another person in trouble for telling me. I should just keep my mouth shut or else it's going to turn into a huge fucking thing and it really isn't. I don't want to be all "high school" about this either, but at the same time, I'm pissed and want to say my peace.
It probably doesn't help that the other drama in my life is making me even more emo and none of the above friends know about that so couldn't fully understand anyway... so yeah, I'm living like a stupid kid right now with friend drama.... I do love them all. Probably why it makes me mad.
I swear, you'd think I was freaking in high school again!
The friend who was with me the night of my breakdown (friend B), well she told another friend(c) on Friday morning about what Ogre friend said to me and how hurt I was. Well, Friend C calls ogre and tells her to give her a heads up that I was upset. So I found this out, Saturday after the girls party that she already knew everything. Ughhh, can I please fight my own battle???? And Hubby, was his usual anti-social self at the party, but at the same time, annoyed by everyone and everything so she proceeded to go on and on to the other girls after we left that Jason must've been pissed at her too because the way he acted towards her (which was give her and pretty much everyone there the silent treatment). Self-righteous brat!
So now, I'm still going to tell the Ogre that I was hurt, but now do I tell everyone else that I know they didn't keep their mouths shut and they need to or does that get another person in trouble for telling me. I should just keep my mouth shut or else it's going to turn into a huge fucking thing and it really isn't. I don't want to be all "high school" about this either, but at the same time, I'm pissed and want to say my peace.
It probably doesn't help that the other drama in my life is making me even more emo and none of the above friends know about that so couldn't fully understand anyway... so yeah, I'm living like a stupid kid right now with friend drama.... I do love them all. Probably why it makes me mad.
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It gets so much better tomorrow: they expect me to be in Tempe at 8am for an install, then drive up to Dewey, over to Prescott Valley, and then up to Sedona for another three.
More or less I've been asked/told to work a 12+ hour day tomorrow (that's without a lunch break and only if all of the installs go right), plus I'd have to be up around 5AM to stop by the office and pick up equipment in order to be in Tempe for that 8AM.
I'm really starting to get annoyed.