Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats

missdates

Eloy

Member Since 2004

Followers 73 Following 65

  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

Wednesday Apr 25, 2007

Apr 25, 2007
0
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email
I feel so old today. Not as in, I'm an old hag or anything. But just - not young - I guess.

There's a girl in our office who's only like 19 or 20.

Jason and I are going on 10 years together.

I have 3 kids.

I'm vested in my work's pension already.

That kind of stuff...

I know I'm not old and I feel young on the inside. I just am definitely not a kid anymore. And not that that's a bad thing... it's just something that kind of has been sinking in. I love my life and all the decisions I've made. Sometimes it just seems surreal about how I actually got here.
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
herotozero:
i know how you feel...i keep getting the same thoughts but then i look back at what i should have accomplished by now and it gets me bummed out.
Apr 25, 2007
biteofreality:
I know the feeling! Even more lately since I have been shooting again, everyone I am dealing with is 18-20 or so, but now it feels like I am shooting 12 year olds sometimes! I am feeling Sooooooooooooooooo old!

Where's my cane?!?
Apr 25, 2007

More Blogs

  • 04.12.08
    4

    Saturday Apr 12, 2008

    It's such a sad thing when the Matriarch of a family passes. My Gran…
  • 04.11.08
    1

    Friday Apr 11, 2008

    Life is but a blink of an eye. My husband's grandma is very ill and …
  • 04.03.08
    1

    Thursday Apr 03, 2008

    Today sucked big time! I busted my ass to get something done and h…
  • 03.31.08
    0

    Monday Mar 31, 2008

    Bon Vivant was outstanding. I ate and drank and ate and drank! …
  • 03.30.08
    0

    Sunday Mar 30, 2008

    Tonight! You can buy tickets at the event if any Arizonan's are in…
  • 03.19.08
    3

    Wednesday Mar 19, 2008

    I just saw the Age: 29 thing on my profile. Wow, that looks...... ol…
  • 03.13.08
    1

    Thursday Mar 13, 2008

    I'm sick. I feel like shit. Way worse than how I usually feel like …
  • 03.10.08
    2

    Monday Mar 10, 2008

    I've been a bad friend again. Sorry everyone. Thanks for the wel…
  • 02.19.08
    4

    Tuesday Feb 19, 2008

    Sooooo, Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.... Still here and alive. Not much to…
  • 01.20.08
    4

    Sunday Jan 20, 2008

    I haven't updated in a long time. Update... Family: People close…

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

24
years
0
months
2
days
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,610 SuicideGirls
  • 1,112,987 followers
  • 14,971,747 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,516,046 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2025

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo