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Eloy

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Wednesday Apr 25, 2007

Apr 25, 2007
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I feel so old today. Not as in, I'm an old hag or anything. But just - not young - I guess.

There's a girl in our office who's only like 19 or 20.

Jason and I are going on 10 years together.

I have 3 kids.

I'm vested in my work's pension already.

That kind of stuff...

I know I'm not old and I feel young on the inside. I just am definitely not a kid anymore. And not that that's a bad thing... it's just something that kind of has been sinking in. I love my life and all the decisions I've made. Sometimes it just seems surreal about how I actually got here.
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herotozero:
i know how you feel...i keep getting the same thoughts but then i look back at what i should have accomplished by now and it gets me bummed out.
Apr 25, 2007
biteofreality:
I know the feeling! Even more lately since I have been shooting again, everyone I am dealing with is 18-20 or so, but now it feels like I am shooting 12 year olds sometimes! I am feeling Sooooooooooooooooo old!

Where's my cane?!?
Apr 25, 2007

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