You know, since I've been back "home" I've been doing a lot of thinking. I came to the conclusion that all of the things that bother me about my life here are trivial and not worth my time. I'm going back to California in a couple weeks anyhow.
I wonder sometimes if things are good or bad or better or worse since I left, but it's irrelevent. Sometimes things just are; and it doesn't matter where I am or who I'm with, so long as I exist as and for myself. If I'm happy, it doesn't matter why.
I wonder sometimes if things are good or bad or better or worse since I left, but it's irrelevent. Sometimes things just are; and it doesn't matter where I am or who I'm with, so long as I exist as and for myself. If I'm happy, it doesn't matter why.
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suffering:
I think you are right. 
decedent:
being home just makes things more confusing. i had a hard time comprehending this a few years ago, but once you've been gone for a certain amount of time, that's just how it'll always be from that point on.