missbonnieblu

So, just a small blog. I feel really alone. I feel like i have no friends and those i have, have better things to do then spend time with me. I don't feel i have anyone to go to for help, or to open up to. I feel so alone but i don't feel depressed, just isolated. I keep trying to reach out to people but they are never available. I understand that everyone has their own life but sometimes i feel like people just don't want to spend time with me because i'm not that high on their priority list. They just don't think about me all that much.

We're going to this big festival on the weekend and my best mate has made plans of getting there and hasn't even talked to me about it. She made sure i have a space in a tent which is rad because i really don't want to sleep on the floor.

Maybe i'm just being over emotional and need to get on with it. Although i feel like i'm getting on with it, just without a strong support network. I don't know...maybe once again, its just me?