you know what i hate. being sad.
i fucking hate it hate it hate it.
i feel like my heart has been ripped out and stomped on. i'm not patient and my goals seem unattainable. i miss my family. i've gained too much weight. and the one thing that would solve it all, isn't going to happen. i'm so frustrated that i'm annoying to my friends and people i care about because i'm so all consumed by my own problems.
is everything going to be okay? yeah, it will be. it already is because i have people who are there for me but i can't shake this bottomless pit feeling on the inside. i'm so disappointed. in myself and in certain people but mostly myself.
i fucking hate it hate it hate it.
i feel like my heart has been ripped out and stomped on. i'm not patient and my goals seem unattainable. i miss my family. i've gained too much weight. and the one thing that would solve it all, isn't going to happen. i'm so frustrated that i'm annoying to my friends and people i care about because i'm so all consumed by my own problems.
is everything going to be okay? yeah, it will be. it already is because i have people who are there for me but i can't shake this bottomless pit feeling on the inside. i'm so disappointed. in myself and in certain people but mostly myself.
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if the parents pass out the whole family suffers...
i said that to illustrate this:
it is sensible to take care of your own needs... you can't do any good for anyone else if you're not tending to your issues...
also, if people are seriously finding that annoying, they aren't your friends to begin with...
i don't know what's on your shoulders, but i do know that you're strong enough to carry it to the place where you can put it to rest.