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miss_xandra

Burnsville, Northfield

Hopeful Since 2010

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Tuesday Jun 22, 2010

Jun 22, 2010
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Ahh so good to have my computer fixed! And my first two sets up :3
The knot in my stomach is gone as the first set of critiques has passed. [Unless...people keep critiquing? I don't know... ]
Well... today I got my project back and of course Aced that fucker...but then I had to carry around two laptop computers....[my project was a laptop base and then I had to go pick up my computer]
Later on... we went to go get my photos picked up for my photo project that's due on thursday...unfortunatly non of them came out so now I have to some how take new photos and print them out on a printer that has no ink...hopfully I'm not as fucked as I feel I am at this moment.

A few nights ago I sat through a lecture on what "goth" was. [Because he told me I wasn't and I asked what was his idea] Something about... cows..and heard... and people who are able to live on the street and.. press difference for difference not just because it looks cute... granted at the end of this...mm...20 minute lecture. I had to but in and say...I never said I was goth. Labels like that piss me off. I wear what I want, when I want. [usually when I actually want to meet people I do tone it down quite a bit] I go through I mixture of everything [except polos and most forms of plaid...and guachos...[doesn't that work sound like a word you'd call someone when your trying to be mean to them? "YOUR A GUACHO!"] when I learn to sew everything else will come out and I can just create my own stuff as...previously planned. [Lolita<3] anyways.... as I was saying. I don't give a fuck what goth means because it doesn't pertain to me. If I want to go through the pain of the piercings and the tattoos....I fucking deserve to wear them. Don't sit there and tell me I'm fake because I don't fall into some stupid catagorey. I am who I am and I'm a mixture of the 'social groups'.
I'm polite enough to hold my toungue in the damndest of situations, but if I were going to hurt someone, like...if I had to [this hasn't popped up yet because I don't throw my punches unless people deserve them and I haven't met someone yet who has deserved one] I think I could hurt someone. But does that make me some stupid catagorey. No! It makes me me....and I am a bad speller, and I really like milkshakes [fruit and milk] lately, and I enjoy horror films, and kittens and puppies but birds scare me up close, and I like new things and I like antique things and I love the smell of chlorine but I feel weird swimming in lakes. [they feel greasy and don't know why] and most of the time I sit in the shower.

Does any of that shit make me anything more than what I am?

Fuck goth.

I'm better than goth.

~sticks her tongue out~
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
socal_drew:
Pic set!lovelove
Jun 22, 2010
legman:
pretty set!! lovelovelovelovelove
Jun 22, 2010

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