I really think I'm addicted to sex. I go out through the day and almost every person I make eye contact with, I decide whether or not i would fuck them. Its getting really bad, and annoying.. I'm always wet and Its so distracting that my friends cant even hold a conversation with me when were out cause my minds always wondering. Its getting bad at work too. I'm a supervisor of Dining Service at a retirement community and the fact that i'm a sexual flirter doesnt help. I work with all male cooks and chefs. Yesterday one of them came up behind me and asked how i was doing, I replied, "doing better now that your here" and winked at him. he got flustered and said that made him felt good. ( not in a sexual way at all, just that he felt wanted) so i leaned him against the counter and whispered in his ear," you dont know how good i could make you feel" and walked away.
Its not that Im attracted to him, because i really dont feel like i am, Its just since day one ive always pictured us banging all over the kitchen. I've heard stories from the boys that he "Blessed down there". So last night I'm leaving work and i get a call, its him ." hey baby, how bout we go out for a drink and you can show me all your ink, what you say"
Just the way he said it was a fucking instant turn on, I dont know whats going on with me, I laughed it off and made up an excuse that i couldnt hang that night. He said thats cool and he would see me at work sunday.
Now, I'm horny as fuck, get home from work and shower, Oh I forgot to mention im back with the guy from the previous blog whom fucked me over, but i guess thats just what i do.. Anyway, I get ready and go to his house, I walk in his room and we had AMAZING sex for hours, but i couldnt look him in the eyes, I kept mine closed and just pictured the guy from work fucking me the way my bf did. It turned me on so much and i told my bf to talk dirty to me and i must have came at least 6-7 times. when we finished i turned over and smiled. He though he did a great job, I did all the work and he just did the dirty talk. Is it wrong to picture another man/woman when having sex? It got me off so bad.
Anyway. I cant even function today, I have masturbated three times to lesbian porn this morning/afternoon and im really debating about doing it again.
My hormones are out of wack. i need sex. like all the damn time.
Its not that Im attracted to him, because i really dont feel like i am, Its just since day one ive always pictured us banging all over the kitchen. I've heard stories from the boys that he "Blessed down there". So last night I'm leaving work and i get a call, its him ." hey baby, how bout we go out for a drink and you can show me all your ink, what you say"
Just the way he said it was a fucking instant turn on, I dont know whats going on with me, I laughed it off and made up an excuse that i couldnt hang that night. He said thats cool and he would see me at work sunday.
Now, I'm horny as fuck, get home from work and shower, Oh I forgot to mention im back with the guy from the previous blog whom fucked me over, but i guess thats just what i do.. Anyway, I get ready and go to his house, I walk in his room and we had AMAZING sex for hours, but i couldnt look him in the eyes, I kept mine closed and just pictured the guy from work fucking me the way my bf did. It turned me on so much and i told my bf to talk dirty to me and i must have came at least 6-7 times. when we finished i turned over and smiled. He though he did a great job, I did all the work and he just did the dirty talk. Is it wrong to picture another man/woman when having sex? It got me off so bad.
Anyway. I cant even function today, I have masturbated three times to lesbian porn this morning/afternoon and im really debating about doing it again.
My hormones are out of wack. i need sex. like all the damn time.
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