miss_magenta

mixed messages
double standards
fucked ways of thinking
heartache
confusion
sadness
anger
antici.....


pation (sorry... i can't use that word without a rocky reference.)


yep. feeling all these emotions at once really sucks sometimes. i don't care to elaborate because i don't feel it is safe to. there are some things here that make me very sad. yeah, then leave bitch, we don't need your money. this is true. i have been here for almost 2 years now and have never disputed anything that goes on here. i don't see the point and i am not going to start now. as a long time friend and supporter of this site, my reasons for staying are diminishing. the reason i stay here is for those of you that are on my friends list. i enjoy talking with you and can't wait to see you at prom and when i go to ny. (and if i won't get to see you at either place, i love talking with you and i am glad to have you as a friend.)


i was going to go on, but i have stopped myself. there are just things that make me very sad right now. the end.