i am not ready to get rid of my journal yet, because it just describes how i feel so much. i decided to add a little bit, and post it again. you may all punch me in the arm for my over-sappiness.
i get to see my hunny in 30 days!!!! 30 days! 30 days!
i wish....
if i had one wish right now, it would be to be with you. i would be laying down next to you feeling your arms wrapped around me as i stared into your gorgeous eyes. i would hold your hand every second i could. i would look into your eyes and ask you to look into mine, and when you do you will see in my eyes how deeply i care for you. i would take walks with you in the rain and hold your hand. we would play dominoes and other board games and have so much fun with each other. we could go out on dates and spend all the time together that we wanted. we could stay home and curl up in front of the tv and watch movies. we could do absolutely nothing and it would be enough.... because being with you is all that i need. you have become a big part of me, the part that keeps me going. the air that i breathe, the smile on my face, the love in my heart, and the calmness in my mind. you have given me all of these things and so much more. i don't hate when i see couples anymore, they remind me of you and i feel good. i still cry, but only because i miss you so much. i know that i have you though. i know that someday this wait will be over, and i will be one the happiest people in the world. i am so lucky i have a person like you in my life.
i love you with all of my heart sweetie.
i get to see my hunny in 30 days!!!! 30 days! 30 days!
i wish....
if i had one wish right now, it would be to be with you. i would be laying down next to you feeling your arms wrapped around me as i stared into your gorgeous eyes. i would hold your hand every second i could. i would look into your eyes and ask you to look into mine, and when you do you will see in my eyes how deeply i care for you. i would take walks with you in the rain and hold your hand. we would play dominoes and other board games and have so much fun with each other. we could go out on dates and spend all the time together that we wanted. we could stay home and curl up in front of the tv and watch movies. we could do absolutely nothing and it would be enough.... because being with you is all that i need. you have become a big part of me, the part that keeps me going. the air that i breathe, the smile on my face, the love in my heart, and the calmness in my mind. you have given me all of these things and so much more. i don't hate when i see couples anymore, they remind me of you and i feel good. i still cry, but only because i miss you so much. i know that i have you though. i know that someday this wait will be over, and i will be one the happiest people in the world. i am so lucky i have a person like you in my life.
i love you with all of my heart sweetie.
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I hope you make it through your next 30 days with your sanity intact.
(And by the way, I was looking at your pics -- you're SO beautiful! I love the angel pictures!)
(Edited for spelling!)
[Edited on Oct 06, 2003]