this journal entry is dedicated to this amazing boy. his latest journal brought tears to my eyes.
i was at a place in my life that i really hated to be. my biggest fear was that i was going to be alone forever. it was more than i fear really, because i had already accepted it to be truth. i was completely empty inside unable...
Read More
i was at a place in my life that i really hated to be. my biggest fear was that i was going to be alone forever. it was more than i fear really, because i had already accepted it to be truth. i was completely empty inside unable...
Read More
VIEW 19 of 19 COMMENTS
okay.... new ebay auctions are up now. 
i got the cutest new beads... i can't wait until my site goes up. yay!
yay! for having the most amazing boyfriend in the whole world.
yay! for having kick-ass friends.
boo! for having the biggest headache that will not go away.
boo! for school starting soon.
yay! for smiles.
silver
bright red
cherry
pink
flowers
silver 2
i got the cutest new beads... i can't wait until my site goes up. yay!
yay! for having the most amazing boyfriend in the whole world.
yay! for having kick-ass friends.
boo! for having the biggest headache that will not go away.
boo! for school starting soon.
yay! for smiles.
silver
bright red
cherry
pink
flowers
silver 2
VIEW 25 of 32 COMMENTS
razor13:
hey mag, i am stuck in bolinas until later tonight, but i got the message that you called and i will be at that number for e few hours...
in a world so distraught
with chaos and hate
we struggle for answers
to ease the fucking pain
it's a rough rode to travel
this life that we were given
but we're out there together
AND TOGETHER WE ARE SCREAMING!!!
i love the nerve agents. i took a little rode trip yesterday and i was listening to them. i was reminded how much i miss...
Read More
with chaos and hate
we struggle for answers
to ease the fucking pain
it's a rough rode to travel
this life that we were given
but we're out there together
AND TOGETHER WE ARE SCREAMING!!!
i love the nerve agents. i took a little rode trip yesterday and i was listening to them. i was reminded how much i miss...
Read More
VIEW 10 of 10 COMMENTS
freyja__:
horray for good music.
flick:
*hugs* yeah I am having a hard time breathing too... missing someone so much it hurts.
new angel pics here. i had fun shooting these.... i hope you like.
well i had such very high hopes
that you could be the butter for my toast.
well i had such very high hopes
that you could be the butter for my toast.
VIEW 26 of 26 COMMENTS
csilla:
you look so beautiful in those pictures!!
okay... i took my angel set. weeeeeeeeeeee.
this one turned out better than the first.
i don't have time right now to resize all the pics and put them up so i will do it tonight after i get home from work.
have a wonderful day everyone.
xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
this one turned out better than the first.
i don't have time right now to resize all the pics and put them up so i will do it tonight after i get home from work.
have a wonderful day everyone.
xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
VIEW 8 of 8 COMMENTS
too:
wooooooooooo magenta pics
bombshellbetty:
Ooh, I can't wait! Angel pictures, snuggles, whatever I can get! 
my mom told me that i am fat today.
now i have been saying this for how long and people get mad at me? *sigh*
now i have been saying this for how long and people get mad at me? *sigh*
VIEW 14 of 14 COMMENTS
eatingchucky:
eeerrrrrrrr to your mom, and till sunday!!!!!
i'll email you my digits.
i'll email you my digits.
diggity:
I don't know why mom's do that, or feel the need to, especially with someone as beautiful as you. I would think that a mom would be the first one to be able to see the beauty...well, i guess you already know how I feel about your mom's opinion.
poetry wednesday
Forever
Walking side by side, hand in hand.
Their wrinkled hands grasped tightly for eternity.
Each one focuses solely on the well-being of the other.
Battles and hardships overcome.
Now just walks in the park, enjoying forever.
Their differences have evaportated.
Concentration lies on happiness they find in each other.
Stories passed on,
but the love felt remains indescribable.
I see this and...
Read More
Forever
Walking side by side, hand in hand.
Their wrinkled hands grasped tightly for eternity.
Each one focuses solely on the well-being of the other.
Battles and hardships overcome.
Now just walks in the park, enjoying forever.
Their differences have evaportated.
Concentration lies on happiness they find in each other.
Stories passed on,
but the love felt remains indescribable.
I see this and...
Read More
bombshellbetty:
That is beautiful, sweetheart! I'm glad you found this for yourself.
And you are such a tease! Yes, lets. Please?
And you are such a tease! Yes, lets. Please?
wow.
thank you everyone for your wonderful words and support. xoxoxoxoxo
school doesn't start until next week, we'll see what happens. if i don't go grey, i won't be around nearly as much. i am really going to try to focus on what needs to be done. i don't want to leave this place, i adore everyone here so much. if anyone see the first...
Read More
thank you everyone for your wonderful words and support. xoxoxoxoxo
school doesn't start until next week, we'll see what happens. if i don't go grey, i won't be around nearly as much. i am really going to try to focus on what needs to be done. i don't want to leave this place, i adore everyone here so much. if anyone see the first...
Read More
VIEW 15 of 15 COMMENTS
kiscica:
i won't let you be a slacker. i'm thinking you're the strong type of gal though who rarely needs that kick in the ass to get motivated. but i'll be watching, missy. 
i looked your psw pics so far and my goodness you are beautiful. seriously. i was all awestruck and drooly and giggly going through them.
if only i lived closer, i'd jump at the chance to help you shoot another set...4 foot wings and all.
*mmmmmmwAh* love you sweetness. xxoxxoxx
i looked your psw pics so far and my goodness you are beautiful. seriously. i was all awestruck and drooly and giggly going through them.
if only i lived closer, i'd jump at the chance to help you shoot another set...4 foot wings and all.
*mmmmmmwAh* love you sweetness. xxoxxoxx
bombshellbetty:
Oh, you little tease you! I would love to take pictures of you!
i'm feeling very blah right now, about everything. i worry so much i make myself sick and i haven't really been eating the past few days. it's not that i am trying not to eat, i just can't and don't feel hungry. i get like this sometimes.
i've been thinking a lot, and i'm not sure if i am going to renew my membership here...
Read More
i've been thinking a lot, and i'm not sure if i am going to renew my membership here...
Read More
VIEW 25 of 32 COMMENTS
thelastasthmatic:
i wish you would stay...
:p
:p
freyja__:
i really really wished you were at our party on saturday. seeing joe was lovely of course, but there's just no beating seeing the two of you together. or so i'd imagine!
poetry wednesday
Fallen
Walked with my head in the clouds.
Unaware of the unstable ground under my feet.
Huge gaps in the sidewalk gone unseen.
My scars have a new fresh red color to them.
What happened?
Laying on the ground.
There is blood all around me.
Gravel embedded in my palms and kness from falling so hard.
The blood is washed away by my...
Read More
Fallen
Walked with my head in the clouds.
Unaware of the unstable ground under my feet.
Huge gaps in the sidewalk gone unseen.
My scars have a new fresh red color to them.
What happened?
Laying on the ground.
There is blood all around me.
Gravel embedded in my palms and kness from falling so hard.
The blood is washed away by my...
Read More
VIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
fractal:
your new profile pic is very sexy miss magenta
ruiner:
I really like it. I am in the same situation as you. I can't write poetry anymore. For me it's because writing was to vent out bad emotions but I've been pretty happy for a long time so I have not been able to write a damn thing
I'd retrace the steps that led me here but nothing lives behind me. So I lie in this field bathed in the light that loves me. With nothing left to lose. Three tears I've saved for you.
Will you be my, be my beloved?
Will you help, help me to get through?
Will be my, be my destruction?
Will you help, help me to be...
Read More
Will you be my, be my beloved?
Will you help, help me to get through?
Will be my, be my destruction?
Will you help, help me to be...
Read More
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
thelastasthmatic:
wiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiilllllllll uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu bbbbbbbbbbbbbbb
mmmmmmmmyyyyyyyyyyy!!!??
mmmmmmmmyyyyyyyyyyy!!!??
joscelyne:
Thank you for the birthday wish, dahling! Satay House was good but it wasn't the same w/o you.
Satay House was good but it wasn't the same w/o you.Monday, Monday, can't trust that day
Monday, Monday, sometimes it just turns out that way
Oh Monday mornin' you gave me no warnin' of what was to be
Oh Monday, Monday, how could you leave and not take me
Monday, Monday, sometimes it just turns out that way
Oh Monday mornin' you gave me no warnin' of what was to be
Oh Monday, Monday, how could you leave and not take me
VIEW 9 of 9 COMMENTS
bliss:
Monday=School=Suck
paleenchantress:
nice porofile pic darling and yes.. BAH on monday !
He also took a pic of my hips, one of his series..but I no likey that one so much.
hope to see you soon!